Friday, December 30, 2011

=D rumah oh rumah

as salam...

skrg dh nk pindah rumah...huuuuu
tp still ulang alik sbb dkat je...ehhehe...tp sy syg sgt kt umah neyh....
sangat2 happy bila balik nmpk rambutan sume....wahahaaahah...heaven ! buah2an dan sgl khijauan y ada mmberikan suatu ketenangan y sngt diimpikan....cempedak ouhhh...tolong lh...sy sngt2 suka mkn...jgn lahh dtebang...huaaaaaa.... oke...umah sy umah kampung..ehhehee...tp nk g bndar...10 mins cm tu...boleh lahhh...

hurmmm...umah smntara.... x aman lahh...asyik2 anjing dok melalak....rimas weyh rimas....tolong lh...knp org2 suke sngt bela anjing.....sume neyh pollution....noise pollution.....hurm =/

ak harap kalo ak ad rumah nty...ak nk garden....ak perlukn khijauan neyh....love nature =D
okeh...smnangat kelab pencinta alam sngt kan ? hahah =p

Monday, December 26, 2011

kite kena risik?

as salam...

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =p

selesai sja smpai ke taiping....rupanya alang g jejalan..mlm tu g beli mi udang...urgh...rindu nk mkn mi udang...sodap ! tp dpt kuetiaw..kuetiaw pon kuetiaw lahhh. =D hahaa

okie...pe citer neyh? balik2 umah je alang tanya...'ad org merisik hg dh ka?"
ak: whatttt ? *dlm hati jelah* ak ckp ha? *dlm keadaan trpinga2...huh? ak ttaw nk ckp apa =,='
alang: bkn angah ckp ad org merisik hg sbb tu hg balik awal?
ak: huh? mana ada...tak de lah...balik awal? *ak y plg lmbt smpai kot* okie..kebingungan sngt2...
mak enteprame: ha? tade lh..en kot y nk merisik bkn adik....
alang: oh ye ke? salah org lh neyh?tu lah..takkan adik nk tunang dh balajaq pon xabeh...haha
ak: fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~ lega..hahha..

okie....trkejut gilaaaaa...bak ang...ada plak ak y kna risik?
mmg tak lahhh....ak dh tpinga2...alang ckp cm besa ja..tp ak dh mcm apa.....dh arr tak habeh blajaq agy tetiba kna risik....duh ! =,='
ak balik neyh bwk buku brtimbun timbun...ko bleyh ckp ak blik neyh nk brtunang..hahah =p kelakar2...
scr logiknya...sapa ja y knai ak? ak dh la dok umah trperap 24 jam...pi mna sgt? org y ak knai sume blajaq lg sbb depa2 tu kwn2 skola rendah or skola2 sblum neyh...mna nk mai plak org nk merisiik kan? sngt2 mustahil !!!!!!

okehh..lawak sangat2.....ak xpikir pon ad org brminat ngn ak...apatah lg....ak neyh mcm apa ja...dh r tak friendly....kalo lelaki y ak x knai....ak bt bodo ja...sngt2 penakut kn...jd kwn2 ak kbnyakanya dr skola2 lama...sbb diorg ak dh lama kenai....ak sngt2 bnyk brcakaap....kalo xknai...huhu =,= smpai brjnggut lahhhh

okie..kalo betoi2? cm ne agaknya? siapa org tu? gila sngt lh kan nk bdk tgh blaja...sngt2 xmatured...entah2 sape2....ap2 je lah...imagination ak tak kuat arr...korg nk terus berangan? yeaahhh...silakannnn =D



Saturday, December 24, 2011

krismas ye?



as salam....

okie...dh dkat nk krismas..jln jam...pe cter neyh? hujan je spnjg pjalanan....*msuk2 keta trus trtidor* oke..dh try bkak mata...x bjaya...mybe 2-3 saat je mmpu....hahah...soryy aliya....mta maaf sngt2...dh xtahan..kah3....


krismas ad apa?

cuti lahh nokkk...hhheeeee =P
okie....

rindu lhhhh lh kt korg
turtle gang

posing habes payeh..hik3 =p


syu =p

gang turtle...kwn2 y slalu layan ak merapu..ampa merapu...tp xkesah arrr...jnji korg bt ak gelak sakan....awww ~ rindu siiiiii....skrg d kelas baruu....dh xsama dh....huuuuu...skrg ak jd pndiam jaaa...malasnyaaa...boring lahhh...org lain bising hu ha hu haa...ak plak dok diam trmenung...mencikk...dlm suasana y hiruk pikuk deme bsuka ria..ak plak dduk tpkikir sapa y nk layan ak...aissshhh...baik ak dduk sndiri...mlayan prasaan...wlau apa pn y brlaku...ak ttp syg korg..hahah =D biarlh nama kelas mmisahkn kita =)

nak2 awek2 hott neyh =p heheheheeeeee....rnduu gila kt korg...ak malas nk jalan kaki...sbb? ak selalu jalan sorg...dulu ampa ada...sama2 g kelas lambat..ahha...skrg...dh tada sapa...jd...alternatif ak spy xrasa sunyi sesangat...adelh tmpang keta crv...yeay...at least ak xgi kelas sgsorg...dramatis sngt kah? huuuuuuuuuu =/
trima ksih sbb tumpangkn sy y ksunyian...trimas......

*ak tawu ak bt grammar test dgn teruknya hr tu....dan ak bharap ak mmpu utk brsaing dgn bdk2 pandai dlm kelas 2B tuuuu..Ya Allah..kuatkn ak utk blaja, blaja dn blaja...ak inginkn kefahaman dr ilmu2 y ada....*

*sy tawu sy xpndai...tp jgn lh salahkn sy stp kali sy buat silap....first attempt awk pon gagal...knp xbg smngt kt sy utk bt lbh bagus..asyik condemn je..pnah ke sy buat kt awk cm tu? sy xpnah nk condemn pape pn...cara awk layan sy y buat sy btui2 xtahan.....jgn buat sy mcm neyh bleyh x? pkr2 kecil pon nk debate..sy tawu awk nk jd debater y hebat...tp...not all things hv to be debated...please...tlg jgn nk lihat ksalahan sy je...awk? awk pnah x fikir knp sy marah awk? slama neyh sy xpenah nk naik darah ngn awk.....knp hnya gunakn satu phrase tu je utk awk rasa sedih...knp awk xamik sume kata2 y dilemparkn? brtubi2 awk salahkn sy.....mksud sy kt situ cuma, knp awk nk marah2 sy? salahkn sy? pdahal sy dh ajak awk...nk g makan kn? ikut je lahh...knp perlu awk salahkn sy brtubi2? sy tawu lh sy ckp apa....depan depa suma...xkn depa trgamak xbtoikn sy waktu sy call awk? awk amik 1 phrase utk rasa sedih.....tp awk lgsung x tnjukkn awk amk taw psl sy....stp msj y sy bg...sy mngharapkn blasan.....pernah awk pkir prasaan sy wktu tu? sy mnta maaf kt awk....tp awk xingt lgsung nk balas....pernah awk pkir sedih sy? sy tnggu awk balas...smpai skrg...tade.....awk pkir sy boleh tdor nyenyak? awk pkir sy x rasa ap2 lpas insiden tu? sy sngt sedih.....trima kasih ats layanan awk selama neyh....sy hnya mmpu utk mngalah....dan itu y awk nk sy lakukn stp kali kan? bila awk akn sedar bhw ad saat y awk plu beralah plak......ssuatu y dprjuangkn jika hnya utk brbalah..lbh baik pendamkn sja......tlg lh brubah.....

Monday, December 5, 2011

5 disember

as salam....

stelah 2 minggu brlalu...skrg dh week 3 kan?

hurmmmm......
ttawu nk ckp cm ne...sgla y brlaku telah brlaku...ak sbnarnya ttawu sngt...ak sndiri pon trkejut...korg ingt ak saja2 ke buat ttawu bile korg tnya? ak sndiri pon trpaksa asingkn diri dpd korg sbb ak xleyh nk ckp hal y sbenar...korg rasa cm ne perasaan ak? wlpn ak sedih...ak xleyh nk kongsi ngn sesiapa....ak trpaksa simpan sumenya sndiri....kini...ak rasa korg pon dh tawu....tlong lh ambl iktibar...jgn tudingkn ksalahn tu kt sesiapa...ubahlah ap y msh boleh diubah....

ak brsemngat sngt2.....nk msuk sem 2....ak xkesah sape pn classmate ak.....y plg ak mtk sngt2....ak nk roommate y sama.....seriously....

dh dpt roommate y sma....kelas pon sama.....ak happy giler2....sbb nty bngun nk g kelas sesama....kan best.....

skrg dh xsama lg.....ak rasa sunyi sngt....bilik neyh dh xmcm dlu.....ak rasa separuh dpd hdup ak pon kosong......bila dduk brjauhan dr keluarga...y ada cuma kwn2 kn....org lain ad roommate.....ak tngai sorg je =/ huuuu.....
masa first2....ak nges trok.....stp kali ak msuk blik....ak ingt kt hg....cik ah....
kalo ak tgok brg2 hg pon ak bleyh nges...hg taw dak....
mmg laaa ak xnges dpn hg....tp....xbmakna y ak xsedih......ak cuma tamau tmbh kesedihan hg....hg taw...ak lgsung xtnya pape, buat gaya selamba smata2 xnk hg nges....sbb ak taw hg dh ad bnyk mslh....ak x sngup nk tnya...tp...tu bkn brmaksud y ak xamik taw psai hg...
wlau mcm mna pon weyh....ak ttap syg hg...hg taw dak =)
kdg2 depa pn tkut nk msuk blik kita....sbb kdg2 tyme depa msuk tu ak tgh nges....hussy lg lahh...tnya ak sket...tup2 dy dulu nges...sorry hussy....ak xbrmksud nk bt hg nges...cuma masa hg tnya tuuu ak btoi2 tgh sedih.....

ak tulis entry neyh pon dh mnanges....huhuuuu...kdg2 ak rasa ak sndiri pon brsalah jgk...mgkin kh ak neyh trlalu ignorant...buat2 ttwu? pdahal ak sndiri pon ttwu pape...trserempak ngn korg pn jrg2....huaaaaaaaa.....skrg ak cuma dpt doakn spy hg brjaya dlm hdup....jgn lupa ak weyhhh =/

~ ak sedih gila xdpt jmpa hg masa hr trakhir hg kt sni...pdahal ak dok keluaq msuk bilik kita hr tu tah bpe kali.....sbb mlm tu ak tido blik kila.....ak ad sumthin nk bg....tp xsmpat....nk hug hg pon dh xsempat...ak balik bilik ptg tu, sume brg2 dh tade......ak btoi2 sedih...tp nk wat cm na.....mgkin itu lh sbbnya kan...sbb ak xnk tgok hg nges....dn mgkin jga hg pon xnak tgok ak nges kn...ye....ak tawu....ak neyhh mmg terok sket kalo dh mnges....adeiii =,=' ~



Wednesday, November 16, 2011

=,=' huuuuu

as salam....

huhuuuu =/

okie...MUET dlm bberapa hr je lg...
dh nk blik lendu skali lagi.....
tp.....

huuuuuuuuuu....
brada dlm keadaan y kurg sehat stakat ini.....
fuuuuuuuuu ~ positifkn shj ap pn y mgkin trjadi....
insyaAllah.....
mudah2an dpt fokus btui2..... dh x bnyk masa y tnggai....
pedulikan lh pnyakit neyh sume.....
insyaAllah......akn dbantu.....
mudah2an dpt buat sbaik mungkin.....

fuuuuuuuuuuu ~
fokuskn minda....tentukn matlamat......insyaAllah semuanya akn brjalan lancar....
jgn risau yep =) * snyum ubat y trbaik..maybe? hehe

ya Allah...kuatkn lh ak utk hadapi smua ini....pd masa y begini...keadaan diri y agak lemah.....
kuatkn ak utk selesaikn sisa2 y msh tnggal......
amin.....ya Rabbal alamin.........

Sunday, November 13, 2011

SNOT - UPM

as salam....

akhinya dh tamat lh sdh prjalanan debate neyh hah...heheh..okieh xdebate pn jd adju je =)

short note....

alhamdulillah...pngalaman y sngt2 BERHARGA + BEST + UNIQUE + UNFORGETTABLE

okie...jd adjudicator neyh pn ad cabaran2nye jgk....
open debate tourney kmpulkn ramai org y blainan negara...so mcm2 slang kuar...smpai kdg2 ak xleyh nk phm or catchup pe y dy ckp =,=' hua2

but.....sy sngt puas hati n gembira sngt2.....sbb sy neyh sbenarnya trainee je...tp diorg slalu listkn sy sbg panelist...n sy rasa cm pelik plak kn....mybe diorg trlupe ke...jd slalu inform blik kt depan n gtaw diorg sbenarnye sy neyh trainee je.....

tp diorg blas ape twu ? sy dpt jd panelist sbb dh nek pngkat dr trainee...wooohuuu =)
even org lain pn ad gak y jd trainee...tp xdpt jd panel....
ouh...trasa bgitu dhargaiii..awwww <3 <3 <3

~ blik segamat esok ~
mdah2an prjalan sumenye slamat =D

Thursday, November 10, 2011

ohoo


as salam....

huhuuuu...kalo tgk post y lepas...ad rasa cm unsur riak ke hape ke.....minta maaf ye...bkn nk ckp y mnunjuk2...cuma nk drasai khadiran ku....abg2 ak.....kalo bleyh prihatin lh sket...huhu...tawu lh sume cm bru khwin....ad y nk khwin.....tp...jgn lah smpai bt ttwu lgsung kt ak....slalu rasa cm neyh laahh lately =,='

haish...tape r.....tnggu lahh ak lak kahwin...mwaaahhahaha =p


okie...tahapape...lmbt lg kot nk pkir...ad org kdg2 suke tnya...'ap eyh u pnya dream wedding'
tp ak ttw nk jwb pe...tah...ak mls nk pkir...kalo diikutkn lhh...prkara y slalu ak angan2kn ialaaaaahh: jeng jeng...hik3

kcik2 lg kn...suke trpikir cm...nk bkk sbuah rumah ntuk ank2 yatim..or ntuk ank2 y trbuang...tade dh pngemis knk2..huhu...
trpkir nk sediakn suah rumah y selesa...n nk diorg dpt plajaran y sbaik mgkin....baik dr segi agama, akademik...smua lh.. lngkap....
kalo bleyh...ad skolah khas y bkerjasaama ntuk provide pelajaran y trbaik ntuk bdk2 neyh sume....

kalo dsuntik dgn semangt nk blaja btol2....insyaAllah....diorg mst bleyh =)
hua3...pelik ke? tp skrang...kite pkir plak...cm ne nk bt sume ney kalo keja besa2 je nty...kalo ad company besar bleyh gak ar dpt bajet besar....huuuuu...tape...nty kite kmpul kwn2 y dh brjaya ney ntuk mlabur sket...hehehe

okie...itu lh y slalu dlm pkiran slama neyh....

skrg dh smpai bangi ..alhamdulillah...
rindu dgn ank2 sdara..... faris sdh semestinyaaa....heeee..sbb masa spm slalu gn dy kn...tyme nk pegi pon....dy pegang je tgn ak g sana sni....dy tnggu je ak kmas beg sume...huuuuu...syg faris..mmmuaaah... N


neyh asyam ariffin =) ank sdara baru....
dy baru sebulan...sorry sbb mak su xdpt nk jaga asyam lama..
insyaAllah nty mak su try blik bln 12...insyaAllah...kalo tade ppe hal =D

Monday, November 7, 2011

lastly....

as salam....

dh selesai....alhamdulillah....
akhirnya....
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh....penat lah haih....akaun ak tade org nk topupkn ke? cuti2 pn cuti gak...aiseh =,='
okie...ak spatotnya buat bet lahh dgn abg2 ak....spatotnya awal2 lgi....ergh...mybe it will sound like this : ok abg2 skalian...kalo adik dpt dean list 1) sorg bg seratus bleyh...pergh...kipas2 duit...hak3...gile...cekik kedarah btoi ak neyh...diorg blik raya haji tetiba nk kna hulur plak kt ak kn...mmg trbaek lahhh...x pon...2) hadiahkn kamera dslr satu bleyh...kiki3...tlg lh belikn y baru...awww ~ gediks... nk repair y lama rm300...baik ak smpan duit beli baru jek...ahaa...x pon...3) tlong sponsor bb tiap2 bulan bleyh...sngt2 dperlukan neyh =D tak ponnnn... 4) neyh...ak nk korg belanja...mkn kt restorn trapung...fresh punya...sume makann laut...huuu...korg pgi tyme ak tade....bile nk bwk ak plak ntah...isk3

lain kali kna bt praturan cm neyh la kot kn? bru diorg alert...okeh..adik dpt result ap agaknya...awww ~ bile dh bristeri susah nk ingt kt adik kn? dlu adik lah segalanya.... =/ reality...face it girl !!!

hahahaaaaa...alah exam stp sem je...xbnyak pn....nak ke diorg join bet neyh? mmmg tak lahh kan...diorg kenai sngt dh....abg2 ku y len pn xpnah catat result trbaru ak..okie...dah3....

ak bersyukur sngt2 ats result y ak dpt....mmg ak x expect pape lngsung....serious ! x berani nk expext ap pn....terima kasih kt mak...slalu bg skongn padu...tnpamu siapa lh ak...sob3....kan...my mom is everything 4 me...love u so much....wlpn mak jrg kol kitew kt sna...tp sbnarnya mak slalu ingt kt kitew...kitew ingt lg....msa angah nk blik dr tpg ke segamat...mak smpat kirim ketam msk lemak, ketam msk merah, ikan 3 rasa...ya Allah...betoi2 trharu...aww ~ terima kasih mak...mak selalu pesan....ad duit ke x? makan tu penting...kalo tade gtaw je....ye mak...sy salu mkn...smpai stp kali blik mmg tade beza kn..mkn tembam ade =p hehheeee...sy pn jrng2 kol mak gak...sje xnk mnja sngt..asyik2 kol...report sume bnda y jd...kitew xnk mak risau...baik kitew selesaikn diri...no need report bagai...tp kitew tawu...bile kitew nk exam...kitew suka tepon bile ad masa...sja nk bg tenangkn hati dn mintak mak doakn kitew kt sni.....mudh2an kitew bleyh jwb exam dgn baik....alhamdulillah...Allah permudakn prjalanan ank mak neyh....syukur ats rezeki y Allah beri.....syukur sngt.....sy tawu mak pn msti happy kn...wlau ap pn y trjadi....doa mak sngt penting...insyaAllah....sy akn cuba bt y trbaik ntuk next sem....mudah2an ank mak mampu mlakar sbuah lagi kejayaaan...

oke...slip result pn ak xprint lg..pentingkh?

x oke lg kot...

as salam....

bnyk nye ak post...eh lantak lh...my blog anyway..huh !
hahaaa..sjk bile neyh..

hurm...penat dh pkir neyh....
seriously...apekah y akn brlaku slps neyh....
sabar je lahh ye...

asking myself over n over again : should i go? should i stay?
hurmm...new question in my head: adakh ak neyh trlalu mngejar keduniaan semata- mata?
ap y ak kejarkan? ap ak buat selama neyh? n di mana pit stop kau hah? non stop trkejar kejar...


okie....

as salam.....

skrg neyh dlm dilema...hey...cepat lh bt pikiran....ap y susah sgt neyh?
adoiii.....pe kena mu neyh? huh =,=
please...tlg laaaa bt keputusan y bijak....jgn mnyesal d kmudian hari......
smlm ko ckp pe?
hr neyh ko ckp pe?
ak plak y pening skrang?
hati ak 50-50 lahhhh..
ye...memang ak nk pegii...tp tlong lh confirmkn betoi2.....
huuuuuuuuuu....skrg kak khairani pn dh dpt kete nk bwk kite....nk ckp pe y saptotnya neyh?
confused......bile kekonfiusan ak neyh nk trjawab?
should i go? or should i stay?

~ i wish that i've talked to you juz now ~


huhu...

as salam....

hurmmmmm....

baik lh...2-3 hr neyh mmg tde mood =,='
y 1...agk lahh sdih jgk kn bile dpt result tp org bt ttwu..huk3..sedih btoi...ap pnya abg2 daaaa...aish....angah lg lahh...dlu briya nk tlg check result org...tp..bila dh blik...x tnya pn....huhuuuu...apa pnya fmily members daaa...at least tahniah pn dh ckup...tp sbnarnya dlm hati nk gak mkn ramai2 satu family...pizzahut ke? eceh...alaaa...bg lahh ak smngat sket.... urgh =,=' mnangis sorg2 je lah..kau ingt sume neyh akn brlaku? jgn harap lahhh...kfine....sndiri brusaha...sndiri dpt result....sndiri ckp tahniah kt dri sndiri....yeayy tepuk ntuk diri sndiri...lg skali kelamnyeee hdup ini....argh...dh agak...tyme nk dpt result pn ak xrasa pape....mgkin masa first2 lepas hbes exam....siyesly ak mmg xsbr nk tgok result....sbb ad gak paper y ak check sndiri...hua3...bila dh lama2...dh xrasa pape....seems like i hv nothing to say...nothing to think...rasa kosong...nervous cm tak nervous jek...huhuuuu3...n nk bgun check pg tuuu pn....hahah...ak x rasa mcm beriya iya nk cek pn.....ak biar je masa brlalu....ntah...huhu...nseb baek lahh mirrah kolling2 ak...msj suh cek result....bru ak bngun dr katil g mandi....ergh....malasnyeee....cuaca kt taiping neyh mmg best lahh...sjuk je...awww ~
tyme mndi plak...mirza plak kolling2....aiseh...mmg xde lahh smpat nk jawab.....sorry....tp ak bg msj kn? ye.....ak dh sedar hr tu ak ptot bkk emel ak.....hak3..thanx guys....at least...korg tlg ingtkn ak.......kalo x...smpai bile2 pn ak mls nk cek.....tooooooooottt.....

oke....ad sape2 kt sni tringin nk tnya result ak? ye...trima kasih ats kprihatinan korg.....
rata2 classmates ak pn dpt result y bgus2.....
pagi2 cm tgh hot lg kn isu result neyh...oke lh...tyme petang2 sket ak online...mcm biasa..brtanya result kwn2 y len...dh !! tetibe diorg ckp tahniah dlu sblum ak bgtaw result....mcm mna tuh? x ke pelik ? huhuuuuu...rupa2nyaaa...diorg dh twu result den.....aiyakk...bt malu je....neyh y xbest ak blom gtaw, sume org dh taw....wuuuu ~ sy lbh suka kalo org tnya sy sndiri result sy.....haaha..n sy x suka kalo org chat ngn sy...xnk gtaw result dy...tp asyik tnya result org lain...okie..trus trg..mls ak nk layan...ak bkn si polan tuuutttt...ak bkn *****...pgy tnya sndiri r.....hu3...sorryy...kdg2 mood ak tyme tuhh pn x bpe baik...mnta maaf lahh...sy bkn mesin nk ingt sume result org....huhu....

okie...mulanya ak btui2 brsemngat nk g debate....snot...seriously...bila ak dpt thu y ak bleyh pegi sbg adju....ya Allah...brbunga hatiku ini...ahaks =p....
yes...i'm totally addicted to debate stuff right now...but......
mcm2 jd.....hannah xdpt pegi.....mulanya ak xkesah.....tape lahh skali skala bwk diri sndiri...bdikari sket...
lpas tuuu...ob plak...kalo tade pmpuan y nk jd adju...then gnti ngn guys je lahh...so...ak pn xyah pegy.....
hirza pn xnk pgy.....sophia pn xpgy...jd sape y bleyh sbnarnye neyh...aduh....jd ak pn ragu2...patot ke ak pgy? ak okie je pgy atau x....kalo ob xnk ak pgy...ak xpgy lahh....tapii.....
dy xbgitu mnjwb soklan ak...dy kmbalikn soklan ntuk ak plak.....skrg neyh dy tnya smaada ak nk pgy ke x....' it's up to u'.... memang lahh....but sumtimes....ap y ak nak...adalah ntuk ak tawu samaada ak patot pegi atau x...dgn kata lain...adakah ak dperlukan kt situ...pd waktu itu...ats tnggungjwab itu...... skrg keraguan ak lebih dpd ap y ak nak......dh abg2 ak nk blik kl hr neyh...if u really want me to go...tlg lh ckp.....sy perlukn ssuatu mcm cnfirmation y sy patot pegi....dh laaa x confirm samada sy ptot pegi ke x....skrg ak rasa mcm ak x dperlukan plak...... mcm mna ak nk yakinkn mak y ak ptot pgi join snot...kalo ak sndiri x rasa yakin lgsung?
hurmmmmmm.....ye...awk bgtawu sy suh standby......sy bkn dduk dekat ngn serdang tuuu.....jauh taw...sbb tu lh nk tmpang je abg blik skali.....tp awk gagal ntuk convince sy.....keraguan sy xtrjawab...xkn lahh kalo sy dh pgy kl tetiba awk nk ckp sy xyah ikut lahh this tourney...habes tu...sminggu tu ak nk bt pe? bosan lh kl.... baik dok umah.....wifi laju...hahah...
hurmmm....kecewa lahhh...sblum neyh....hannah y slalu mgadu pd sy.....slalu dsisihkn....rasa trpinggir.....bt team kiteorg rasa cm underdog gile2 n juz as side dish.....kiteorg dilayan mcm hape je....hnya memeriahkn suasana n sort.....hurmmm...tp lepas ak dgr ap y hannah ckp.....ad betoinyer jgk....ak pn mula terasa y kehadiran kiteorg xdihargai lgsung........ tp ak xkesah....sbb ak pgi pn ntuk blajar...bkn utk menang.....juz ak teringin utk amk pluang tu sbg experience hrharga ntuk ak gunakn suatu hr nty...that's all......ak mlas nk complain pape...wlpn sumtimes....ak sndiri pn terasa bnda y sama.....tp......ak cm slalu....ak diam.......

mlm td.....ak msj ob plak....adeiiiii....no ak pn dy xingt......kbye...
huhuuuuuuu.....ak ckp pnjg sngt kot ataupn belit2.....dy xreply dh...hua3....
k lahhh...mmndgkn dy pn xkesah kalo ak join ke x......n dy pn tak rasa y ak perlu ntuk pegi sna......yeee...ak ptot phm diri neyh lebih lah kn...adju je kot.....ak mmg x penting pn......dy pn bleyh cr pngganti kn......tape lh.....sedih jd org xpnting neyh....okie.....
mmndgkn tade sape pn perlukn ak........jd ak rasa.....ak pn tade pape kepentingan kt sna.......kalo ak pegi ke xpegi ke.....sumenya akn jd sama gak......lbh baik ak undur diri.......
tape lahhh....ak msh boleh belajar lagi....prjalanan msh pnjg.....mgkin kali ini tiada tempat utk kau.....mgkin lebih baik ntuk kau tnggal saja d rumah...mghabiskn sisa hidup menolong emak......hurmmmmm =.= *positif2....ke mana hrus ku cari kpositifannya*

~ msh dlm mood sedih ~

smoga berjaya ntuk sume y pegi snot !!!!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

episod 3-icdc

as salam...

this is all bout ICDC...
eiii dh msuk episod 3....hahaha =p

pagi2 lagi dh brkumpul kt kbm...pagi lah sngt kan...ahhaha...

okeh round 2...sblum tuhh..kiteorg dh tuka position...but ak still jd second speaker...sophia first n hannah whip....

ROUND 2:
theme: media
motion:

1) tak smpat slin..haha
2) THW revoke censorship on the television
3) THW ban websites that gorifies aneroxia n bulimia

n kiteorg plih motion no 2.... kiteorg OPP n GOV is Totally Beginner 4rom Kbm..

N we won this round....alhamdulillah...at last ade gak lahh kmenangan y boleh drasai....mmndgkan team wafri,kak khairani n aiman green dh menang in round 1....so kiteorg agk ketinggalan...

adjudicator's view:

LO(leader of opp) = good case line, use this ' firstly, secondly' , focus on 1 stronger point, make more examples...

DLO(deputy leader of opp) = have structure n good points

WO( whipper of opp) = good rebuttals


episod 2..-icdc


as salammualaikum....

28/10/2011... bgun pagi sume...iron baju..bsuh bju n such....okie ape ak buat pagi2 cm neyh eyh? mcm x bpe nk ingt...hurmmm...
ouh..okiee...kiteorg kluar g mkan tgh hari kt sblah kbm...

baik...pkui 5 p.m kot...kteorg g ke kbm ntuk pndaftaran....kiteorg team prtama y dok brtenggek kt situ..bhahhaaaa..tgkat 16 y'alls...nseb lerr deme ade lif...hek3...tp still ak tak suke lif...nak2...bile kak khairani g tekan sume butang y ade n lif tu brhenti kt stiap floor..byangkn sblum nk smpai ke tgkat 16....wooooo ~ kpala dh pening...arghhh

pndaftaran n bla bla bla....meet my new team member....sophia....

wan hanis sophia =) *tempek gmbar u kt sni..thanx..*

jd complete lahh team ak...hehhee....ak, hannah n sophia lam 1 team...kiteorg pn daftar...n nama group obama y tulis...hhahahaa...n korg pn dh twu kn team kiteorg nama 'kami wanita muslimin' ...okieh...dh briefing bagai...skrg masa y dtunggu tnggu.....

ROUND 1

theme: education
motion:

1) THW forgive the PTPTN loans of students who pursue a career in public education

2) TH regrets the abolishment of PPSMI

3) THBT UITM should open it's door to non-bumiputeras

kiteorg adlah GOV n OPP is HRB

tyme neyh kiteorg bru nk warm up...ececeh..hahha...hannah first speaker...i'm second n sophia is third....sophia tak pernah debate sblum neyh...maybe position sbg whip x ssuai lahh...sorryy sngt sbb letakkn u kt situ....we thought its gonna be fine.....but we lost in this round....
well everyone in this team sumenya tak pnah msuk prtandingan debate...so, this is like an example for us to learn =)

episod 1-the journey to kbm, icdc

as salammualaikum =)

episod 1....

permulaan bg sbuah prjalanan y pnjang...

25/10/2011 = alhamdulillah.....slamat smpai ke rumah hannah kt tg malim.....terima kasih hannah sbb tmpangkn sy...ehhehe =D

sy sngt brsyukur sbb ad kwn nk g melaka nty..yeahh..sbg seorg ank prempuan...bila mak tak bagi..msti kna cr alternatif utk kuatkn reaon nk pgy kn...n slah satu syrat ialah mst ad kwn...biasa lh seorg ibu pasti akn risau kn anankya....terima kasih mak sbb skong sy..kalo x skong mak mst x bgi jgk kan ..heeeeeee...

tapi mmg nseb baik lahh tmpang umah hannah sblum g melaka..sbb mulanya obama suh pgy hr rabu which is 26....tup2 hannah dpt phone call dr obama kata kna pgi hr khamis, 27 sbb kbm x sdiakn asrama lg pd hr rabu..nseb baek lerr ak x g stret ke melaka...kalo tak =,= tatwu lahhh...huhu...n tyme neyh lahh baru obama ckp y i'll join hannah's team y sblum neyh dberi nama comel team tgether with others..tp y len x dtg...so sblum neyh ingt i'll just come to watch,gain some knowledge as an adjudicator...tup2 kna jd debater...seriously bila dgr obama ckp tuuh...ak dh guling2 cm hape lg...huaaaaaaa...but he gave me a good chance to see how debate is actually about...thanx 4 d one who didn't come...i get some space and caught up to replace u guys...hahhaa

27/10/2011... ak n hannah nek kmuter ke tbs....mulanya plan ngn wafri n aiman green nk jmpa kt sna n gerak g melaka sesama tp x jadi derr...diorg lambat..hahaa..n kna tnggal pdahal kiteorg dh beli tiket siap ntuk 4 org taw...x caya? neyhh tiket suma ad nama taw..hahaah...

alhamdulillah smpai ke melaka dlm kui 2 p.m.... agak knyang sbb mkn kfc ke mcdonald ntah, kt tbs...so mmndgkn wafri n aiman green lmbat lg...kiteorg pn bjalan kaki ke JUSCo...sdang menapak tuhh tetiba dpt msj upernye kak khairani pn dh smpai...n dya pn ade kt JUSCo ngn obama....since diorg dh ad kt sna..kiteorg lepak sesama....hannah sngt brsemngat nk karaoke..n kiteorg pn karaoke lahh 1 jam sblum g makan..soryy hannah..bkn ak xnk nyanyi...tp ak bru je amk ubat batuk, selsema, sakit tekak sgl bgai sblum ak dtg...so...mmg tak lahh ak nk nyanyi...heheheee..tp ak temankn jgk kn..hehe =D

n habis je nyanyi...gua lapar gile...hahaa..tyme tu dh kui 3.30 p.m..order nasi goreng tomyam...mak aihh..kpanasan nye....nak2 pedas lagikk..aiyakk...wa makan smbil nangis =,=' huhuuuu

aiman green n wafri pn smpai...akhirnya..hahahaa..n kiteorg gerak ke kbm balik ngn kete y dpinjam olh obama..tyme tuuhh hujan lebat btol...isk3...n lepak jap kt luar tun mamat...dpt bilik msg2...mcm umah...apartmen...siyes...best lahh x dpt bilik cm neyh..hahah...yang tak best? ak x dpt wifi =,= grrr..

baik lahhh...malmnya...kiteorg pn keluar ke bndar melaka...bkt beruang...cr tmpat makan y sdap....*wafri n aiman green btol2 lapar mmndgkn diorg x mkn nasi juz kiteorg blikn mcdonald jek..* hihiiii...n kiteorg tmpang kereta senior...kak farah hanis y sngt cun...mmndgkn kiteorg sume ad 7 0rg...so obama n wafri dok kt bonet..hhahaa...sian kan...tp mmg best lahh...sblum nk smpai mmg sesat ntah ke mana2 sbb b4 diz kak farah ckp dy ad instinct sendiri...hahaha...so stelah pusing2 malacca town...smpai jgk kt kdai mkn y dcari...nama pe eyh..tak ingt ler...but kiteorg sume mkn nasi lemak except for kak khairani...wooohuu...i told ya...kt melaka neyh mmg trkenal ngn ns lemak lahh...pagi ptg siang malam ade...phewww ~ n kiteorg lepak2 smbil ckp psl s** ..oops...diorg okeyh...not me...i'm just d listener n observer..hahah =p

dh hbs makan..blik tun mamat...kereta pnuh giler n riuh rendah dgn suara kami..hik3
okie...dh blik bilik...rasa nervous utk esok...sbb esok dh nk start debate...seriously nervous kott...bg org cm ak neyh...bru pgy training debate 3-4 kali...n debate bru 2 kali je...huhuu.,,n tyme neyh lahh ak anta msj kt kau..wahai acap oiii...ak mtak tips kt kau...tp hg tak balas smpai hr neyh =,=' huh

Monday, October 31, 2011

1/11/2011 bout the icdc debate =D

as salam...

phew ~ letih nye bdn neyh..huaaaaaaargh...still x smpai rumah trsyang lg kt taiping...insyaAllah esok maybe =)

okieh...bberapa hari x online..pergh..x kesah pn..coz icdc BEST & AWESOME tahap INFINITY!!! *hahah =p kalo bleyh nk letak symbol MATHS tuh tp mls derr...i'm so sleepy*

yeah u're right...busy giler kot..hari2 debate taw...perah otak smpai mnimbulkn konflik smpai btengkar ngn team mate sndiri...well...yeah...when u hv to work under pressure..sumtimes this kind of thing happen..it's a part of life right...okie laa..tyme tu cm dh petang....hr sabtu..kiteorg dh start 1 round msa hr jumaat...n hr sabtu tu tnggal 4 round je lagi sblum msuk quarter final...n konflik trjadi tyme round y plg last which is round 5...so 1 hari tu mmg tak blik asrama TUN MAMAT lgsung...everyone cm dh penat gler kn...so i think tak de pape sngt r just mmg mnjejaskn mood skit... but everyone have their own reason...n u know what? kiteorg menang!! haha

hummm...cter mlm neyh short n simple je.....i think everyone got the main point here right?
so i'm as the second speaker in my team * my team name is 'kami wanita musliMIN' ini obama y tulis n nma group kiteorg brEVOLUSI since day 1 until day 3..such a funny name lah..hAHAHA =p
so i will clarify what i hv said just now...

ICDC IS AWESOME BABE !!!

~ LOVING U IS SUCH A GREAT CHALLENGE 4 ME...BUT I WONT STOP...U KNOW...I'M HERE 4 A CONCRETE REASON N I WONT GIVE UP ON U...heheeeeeeeeeeee =D

Monday, October 24, 2011

zzzz....

as salam...

asyik2 bnda prtama y kna tulis title... =,= tade ilham nk kuarkn tjuk gempak pcah pnggung....

okehh...trasa penat....smlm bru smpai d umah ku taiping..mlm..agk lmbat kn??
pagi2 sdh keluar ke hosptal...teman mak amk ubat...alang2 dh dtg...ak pn nk amk ubt jgk....hehe..bkn sja2..ad lerr sakit skit...tp ubat y dy bagi bnyk !! ak bru mkn skali...err..ok next:

dh kna kmas baju balik...bju y bsuh pg td pn x kering lg..huk3
sok pagi kna brsiap2..train pkul 9.43 a.m....
penat jgk nk ulang alik utara>>selatan<

miss u..

as salam....

yeah..rindu sngt2 kt twin ak neyh..ngeh3..wlpn x sma mak bpk..rupa pn tade mknanya srupa pluss hg cntik lg dr ak dgn mata y buulat tuu..hihi.*bodek nmpk* hahah.. ha? sape twin ak?



*neyh la akmal..my twin =p brangan skejap..hahah*

kiteorg mmg rapat tme form 5...tp kiteorg dpt jd classmate start dr form 4...
4sc4..tyme neyh ramai bdk kelas sbelah dr kelas prtama dlu...tp bdk2 melayu mkn lama mkn kurang smpai lh tnggai ak, akmal n efni...3 org je melayu? yup ! x caya? nah ak tempek gmbar jd bukti...*nk jd lawyer dlu..weeee~*


4SC4 2009
*y brbju krung putih tu laa efni*syg efni..mmmuaaahh...can u spot me n akmal? kalo x jmpak jgk ttwu lerrr..=p hhaaha*

okehh..kiteorg neyh sama2 pngawas...tgk blik gmbar d ats>> ramai kn pngawas..ini kelas mmg blue territory..hehe..dh mcm celcom plak...

kiteorg jga join kelab y sama..iaitu kelab pencinta alam..yeahhh !!! dh brpa thun agaknya dgn kelab neyh...tp kiteorg mmg ahli setia..hehe...

ini tyme kem pencinta alam versi enggang >,<

tyme form 5 tngaii km dua jaa =( melayu lam kelas tuu..huhuu..suma dh mninggalkn km akhirnyaa..tp km tetap jua brjuang sama2...n ak sntiasa diamanahkn ntuk jaga hg...ak akn tlong hg walau dgn ap cara skali pn...ingt lg kem kpa y prgkat kbgsaan..kita sama2 dapat kn? tp ak tolak peluang tuu..bkn sngaja...tp..ak pkir kalo kita dua pgy...spe lak nk tlong kita dgn pljrn y trtinggai tuu..mst tade kn...sbb y len2 tu sume tuition,busy ngn hw lg..huhu...

ingt lg dulu tyme form 5....kita slalu tolong atr satu sama lain...ak dgn kelemahan ak...=chemistry..ko y ajarkn ak sgala formula utk ingt sgl nama sctfc n ko gak y ajak ak pgy tuition free kt spektra*eh ye ke?* hoho..ak tak ingt nama tmpat tuu..tp kite sama2 pgy kelas
ckgu suzie...terima kasih bnyak2 weyh...hg siap bg ak tmpang kt umah hg..ak neyh pnumpang setia rumah..motor hg..weyh trima kasih krna kongsi kn sume pngalaman neyh kt ak....trmasuk lh bgkel bio tuu..mmg gila lh kn..wktu nk exam these science subj..ketaq kot..tp dgn prkongsian ilmu neyh smua ak dpt kyakinan..tetima ksih skali lagi.... ak syang hg =)

ak plak tolong hg sket2 ja dgn add maths....ak taw hg bleyh buat...cuma hg ad trtinggal bberapa chapter kn...ak taw bkn sng nk catch up mmndgkn masa pn dh suntuk...tp ak cuba tolong hg...kalo maths lg lah best kn..pn farah wirda mmg baik kn..dy bg tumpuan kt hg..kdg2 ak sja nyebok..hehhe =p

tp...skrang...ak dh taleyh nk tlong hg dgn maths or add maths...sorry akmal =(
i wish i could help but i can't....ak x blaja maths pn twun neyh aptah lg add maths..huhuu..i really miss all the numbers,formulas n the moment that we hve to use the calculator*i brought the calculator with me during sem 1 hoping that i'll use it someday* hahhaa...but i didnt use it at all...stakat bg pnjam pd bdk2 kos laen...err =,= huhu...nseb bek x hilang je..hahaa...okie...sbg teslian..sy cuma blaja english,sjarah n tasawur for sem 1...tu pn struggle jgk taw..korg ingt senang? haha =p

me n akmal =) 5sc4/2010


okehhh..neyh laa insan istimewa y slalu jd teman ak...heheee =D
miss u so muchhhh =D
nurakmal zarith =)

syukur ku pd Allah y mgatur sgala laluan khidupan ku....Terima kasih krn pnjamkn ak saat2 itu...pngalaman y telah ak lalui selama ini...syukurku krn msh mndapat kekuatan dan peluang utk belajar dan belajar....terima kasih ats pnjaman seorg sahabat sebaik ini padaku....syukur ku kpada Mu Ya Allah yg Mengetahui sgla y trbaik utkku ^__^

Friday, October 21, 2011

nk dgr cter hantu??

as salam....

okie..neyh nk cter sket la psl pnglaman ak dlu....tyme dok asrama...skola mana? tyah taw lahh..ahah =p

first story....
okie..skola ak neyh agak pdlaman lh jgk..depan belakang hutan woook !!!
blakang tu ade satu bukit...nama pe tah...haa..bukit tunggal...tmpat tu dlu prnh djadikn tmpt mmuja oleh org2 y pesong..ini lh alkisahnya brmulanya sgl misteri d skola ak.....
pngalmn sndri...kn hempap lerr...scond time kna hempap..ak mcm tsedar tetiba ad tangan bsar keluar dr bwh katil..tgn tu mkn besar dn terkam ak..mmg rsa tperangkap..xleyh nk gerak..nk pngel kwn sbelah pn tak kluar suara..nk brnafas pn susah...tp suma dh thu cara nk mlepaskn dri dgn mmbaca ayat Qursi...alhamdulillah...tp ad bnda ikut ak...time tuu dh nk abes skola...jd suma pn blik ke rumah...brcuti..y pliknya..prangai ak trus brubah...x bnyk ckp...suka mnangis..mkn pn nangis bak hg..huhu...tp ak x cter papa..sbb ak lgsung ttwu ap kna ngn ak...kwn2 ad dtg rumah...tp ak tamau kuar umah jmpak depa...pelik kn? bnda neyh bterusan smpai ak msuk thun kedua..fikiran trganggu...wlpn ak bt suma keja...tp sglanya mcm x kna..dh siap trtinggai...mcm2 lahh..jd..plajaran ak trganggu...mak bwk ak pgy berubat...tp ak dh bnyk ketinggalan n nk recover pn lama....jd my family decided utk ak skola dkt ngn umah ak ja...sbb kt sana ak x trun mkn lgsung...huhu....
skola ak neyh mmg bnyk org kna smpuk...ad gak y pnah kna gigit dgn monyet putih n dy jd tk tntu hala mcm drasuk..kes kt asrama....

second story: skola ak neyh dh lama...sjarah nya pn start dr zaman perang lagi....skola ak dlu gereja...lambang salib tu pn ada kt lg...mcm2 y trjadi kt sni....kalo nk twu kt skola km ad tmpat2 larangan...uhum...sbg remaja..sifat ingin tahu mmg ad.....suatu tmpat neyh y dlunya asrama sister...ad org nmpk kerusi tgantung....cat merah dn sbgnya...uhuu...
nk y best...ad pkhemahan renjer..diorg ad aktv malam..ntuk mnunjukkn keberanian diorg kna msuk lam dewan sgsorg...ad bnda lain y mnyamar jd org..huhu..so that's mean org neyh brada d tmpat y lain tp org lain nmpk dy kt tmpat lain...ad phm?
kali neyh giliran ak plak g pkhemahan...first time pkhemahan d skola..ak rasa biasa2 ja...tp ad bnda jd mcm kaca pecah n org tu bila dpangel tak mnyahut...huu..
pkhemahan kali kdua d luar...ad faci y dtg kejut km jam 3 pg..suh bgun...km suma kalut lah mndi sbb tyme tuh jam kteorng depa smpan....pastu stengah jam kmudian kakak2 fasi msuk n mrah km kata spa y suh hmpa mndi awal2 neyh...pi tidoq lahh...rupanya ad bnda lain y mnyamar jd slh seorg dr kak fasi....
tird time pkhemahan...ak jd fasi...dlm pada dok amnk gmbar sbgnya...tiba2 gempar satu dewan bila ad lmbaga seakan2 sister dok bgambaq brsama dak junior kt blakang...tak ke haru dbuatnya? n ad sorg neyh ad klebhn nmpak dya ad cter kt ak masa kiteorg baca yasin..bnda tu gelak kt luar..err..y tu ttw lahh..tp skola ak neyh mmg pnuh dgn misterinya y trsendiri ...

konklusi : jgn lh kita terlalu taksub dgn cerita2 hantu & sbgnya krn kita tahu kita brkongsi dunia ini dgn makhluk lain...jaga lh amal kita sbaiknya dan Allah lh y spatotnya plg dtakuti....dan ingt suma y trjadi juga dgn izin Allah....moga kita semua lbh beringat padaNya ^__^

=,= baek..ak pndekkn je cter suma tuhh...nk story pnjg2 kna face to face lerr bru gempak kn? heheh...tiru jejak tinta brdarah payeh =p

Thursday, October 20, 2011

prubahan pasti akn brlaku..


as salam...

lumrah sgl jenis khidupan..pst brubah..x kesah la dr segi apa...y plg ketara..pastinya manusia....
hmm..touching lak smlm...mgimbau sgl knangan y dh brlalu....kdg2 pnuh trsirat...kn?

cerita ceriti...
prmulaan apbl sdh mlangkah ke alam universiti...
pkenalan dgn bdk neyh ...
sngt mnyronokkn....

chpter 1: seingt ak kli prtama jmpa..bila sy ikut cek ah ke library.*ye ke? tak ingt sgt*..ok la..ny lah ttik prmulaan ntuk blaja blik cm ne nk bgaul dgn lelaki..jujur mmg pmalu =p *skola pmpuan slama 4 thun bt ak lupa n susah gila nk ckp ngn lelaki..haha*korg msg2 siapkn assignmt..kgum dgn kmatgan dn kpandaian korg..ak neyh trkial2 dn trtanya2 nk bt cm ne neyh suma assgmnt ny..haha..npk sngt kekalutan y brlaku mklum lah bru start kelas...ak bnyk tnya soalan cm nk bt n bila twu ko dh bnyk siap..kagum gila.haha..n trima kasih sbb bg ak flyers ttg kompter..tyme tu nk siapkn my ideal pc n kelam sbb naqi*partner* x jd pg pcfair..xgtaw lgsung y dy tak jd pgy..terima ksh bnyak2, hg bnyk jwb soalan2 ak..kelakar gila bila ingt blik ak belek2 suma flyers y hg amk tp satu pn tak phm..huaahuaua2 =p

chpter 2: ak ngn dya mmg tak rapat sngt lam kelas..sembang skali mmg tak pernah pn..ade ke? ntah cm tade..haha..but i do care bout u(sbb hg pn sngt caring kt cek ah n hanan*cek ah ak anggap cm adk lah kn mmndgkn sbilik ngn ak)..kalo tgk hg tak mai kelas lg mmg ak msj mana hg? klas dh start dh ney n sort...hahah =p first tyme ak msj..masa mula2 mmg ak tada no hg..siap mtk kt cek ah..kah3..upanya skt perut..hhaha...tp sape y tak mai kelas pastu mmg ak akn tnya awat ampa x mai..sbb bg ak kelas tuh penting =)
n ak slalu msj tnya cm nk buat keja ny..hg dh siap asgment y mana..n then i'll try to catch up..harus lh brsaing !! tu je lahh..ak slalu kacau hg kn..ckp dpn2 tak reti*malu* taw msj jaa...bg ak,, sng =D knp ak slalu msj hg? tak msj org laen? sbb ak taw sjk dr awal kita msuk klas,, first asgmnt y kita dpt hg siap dlu..so ak taw hg ny sgt dedicated..ap2 keja suma leh siap..

chpter 3: sja2 ak nk try gak join debate..act ak nk tgk ja club y hg join neyh...angah ak slalu suh ak join this club sbb bleyh improve my english...so i just went in..nseb bek hirza ajak..terima ksih hirza...n my first debating experience group dgn muhd masscom...terima kasih ats tnjuk ajar...n we r the gov n u're at the opp side...heeee..nervous bak hg..dh la trsilap amk point...mana tak gabra..n terima kasih laa ats reaksi muka hg tyme ak presnt tuu..encouraging sngt =p
n blik dr debate mlm tuu..mulanya ak rasa mcm =,= ugh ap ak buat td..ckp pn terketaq2 ntah bpe minit jaa...p.o.i y hg tnya tu pn ak tak phm..nervous sgt..wuuu..mmg hopeless kn? but then...again...hg pn dtg jln tepi ak..tyme tuh ak layan prasaan jln sgsorg mndahului org lain..ak rasa ak x layak nk join ampa T,T huhuu...hg bg kata2 smngat kt ak...ak appreciate sgt2 =) terima kasih ratus2 !!

chpter 4: tyme kita dpt bt school projk 1 kelas...meeting..hg tak mai..pelik...sbb ak taw hg ny sgt brdedikasi orgnya..xkn bnda cm ny hg tak leyh handle? y mnariknya...hg mmg tak dpt lari mana,,,sbb ak msj aizul..roommate hg tu..so ak taw hg ad kt mana n buat ap..sian hg 'x sihat' kn? hahah =p kbtulan y plg best...roommate ak kwn skola hg...roommate hg kwn skola rndah ak dlu..teeeehheeeee..taleyh nk kelentong sngt lh kn..kah3

chapter 5: tyme exam kdg2 ad kelas y dh buat dlu...dn ak sngt brtuah sbb dpt kwn2
y baik hati..nak2 bdk kedah neyh: cek ah n hanan & trmasuk lh bdk kelas D y bnyk bg info...n ak rasa btanggungjwb utk gtaw hg..sbb depa neyh kwn hg..jd ap y depa bg kt ak..ak wajib
kongsi ngn hg...sbb tu ap2 info psl exam ak slalu msj hg...msj lg? rimas x? maaf laaaa naa...

chpter 6: hg slalu amk berat psl kwn2 hg..esp depa dua neyh: hanan n cek ah...ak suka sngt tgk ad org y ambk berat kt depa neyh..hampa mcm adk bradik kt sni...tharu sat..kdg2 ak teman hanan p jmpak hg..hg mcm big bro la kn...ap2 mslh..hg bg nasihat suma...kagum weyhh !! n ak rasa mcm ak x lyk nk msuk cmpur sbb ak pn bkn knal lama ngn ampa...jd ak x brani nk bsuara bnyk2...untung ampa, hanan, cek ah =D n ak pn kgum gak bila dgr hg bg nasihat kt fariz psl kerja dy sbg pm tyme school project hr tuu...mmg ak kagum weyh..hg suka tolong n bg nasihat kt kwn2 hg trmasuklh aziz...btoi3..suma hg ckp tu btoi..kalo hg tak tolong sapa lg nk tolong depa neyh? isk3

chapter 7: skrg hg ad geng sndiri...ak pn dgn geng turtle..mwahaha..mmg ak x bleyh msuk group hg weyh..siyes...ak bkn reti sngt nk mghanjing...kui3...msg2 suma dh bt haluan sndri...ak pn dh lama x teman hanan g jmpa hg lg dh...huhu...bkk puasa hr ptama kt lendu tu pn hg p dok meja lain...tapa lahh...suma dh brubah..hg pn dh x bnyk ckp ngn ak...msj pn dh tada....ak mta maaf bnyak2 kalo ad bt salah kt hg...slalu mnyushkn hg..pnjam sgl kertas kerja hg..heheh...trima kasih weyh...hrp hg bleyh ajar ak jd hebat lam english cm hg gak suatu hr nty....

=,= okieh..motif? heh..hg suka tnya soalan cm neyh...
terima ksih juta juta ak tujukn utk insan y sgt2 lh brdedikasi nk jd seorg guru...
sapa? utk hg lahh = M.A.S. *ceh,ak tiru fariz*

~ notakaki : km kawan sekelas *twun dpan skelas lg x? entah lahh ak x pndai cm hg* =)

kebetulan agaknya ak tulis post kli neyh psl hg...esok befday hg...okieh acap : nah..smbut lahh !! haha =p






~tade gmbaq hg lah..err..marah x? hahha...cm x ikhlas lak..neyh laa befday boy..
ak amk eyh tempek sni ^__^

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

mood = sad T,T

as salam..

at the moment...
i am sad...because of?

my camera...
i cannot use it to capture any picture...
it only display ZOOM ERROR on the screen n turn off after awhile..n it repeat the same problem when i try to turn it on... =,= huhuuuuu..my wish to snap some pics with my friends will soon have to be diminish..

i've tried to find a solution to this problem...i searched on the internet n tried each and every solution that i found on websites...unfortunately, none of those solution that i tried succeed...
so..i'm looking forward to sent it to the pro hoping that it can be solve....but...i heard that it is really expensive as i need rm300 to repair it...hmmm =/
still thinking...should i spend that rm300 on this old camera?
i've already buy new rechargeable battery for lym 'i call my camera lym' and it costs rm 100+...
lmfao !! if i didn't use any camera so my battery will be useless...what's the use of having new rechargeable battery if i didn't have any camera?
this is torturing me =,=

i don't know...what should i do?
it's really hard to make a decision...
i also doesn't have any decision regarding the debate tourney =/
yes i want to join as this will be my first experience as a debater joining a tourney.i'm excited eventhough i know my english is bad but i want to improve myself..why don't just grab this chance..first hand experience will teach you more than what you can get in the manual ..*sad that we didn't get the chance to go to Sarawak..i can be an adjudicator and get live shows on debate competition...i would like to watch the real one..heh..i even surf the net to find more info about this adjudicator job*
as if all my dream for this sem break doesn't come to reality...sad isn't it?
karisma...now kdo..plus icdc*transportation problem..again? no one want to send me to these public transportation station..urgh..life..never been easy...
maybe it just luck is not beside me...
i'll never stop !!!
there's a lot more lovely things to do in this world...maybe i didn't get it now...i'll wait for the right time..there's always hikmah behind all this problem... ^____^
and behind every question there's always a reason =)

Friday, October 14, 2011

tyme exam muet hr tu kan.....


as salam =)

tarikh muet y dh lepas 12/10/2011
alhamdulillah...dh lepas..tamau pkir2 sgt lah..skrg nk tmpu utk 3 paper lg, reading,listening n writing(okie writing ak lemah =(

baiklah..mari kita mula dgn bgaimana sy nk balik ke melaka..haha..sbnarnya mmg plan nk blik awal so that i can practice 4 da discussion part..yes, as we all know kalo dok umah mmg tak la nk speaking london kn? but i did try to practice with my friends n i use my skype =D
okie..n dh siap packing brg..wahh..my bag is so heavy..i started to hve doubt in myself..should i go back to melaka by taking the bus...it will be so painful experience =,=
but i still went with my family to segamat station bus..i didnt take any ticket n that is the first time i wll take a bus to melaka..alone..huhu...n why x jadi naik bus? sbb tyme ak pg dh kui 2...n ticket tggai kui 4.30 n 6 p.m... dh trlambt...so cancel naik bus...kalo x...mmg angah dh pesan siap dh suh ak pgy n balik naik bus...pdhl dy dh amk cty dh hr rabu tuu...n i dont know why angah ak neyh asyk sbuk suh ak naek bus n tyme nk balik cty sem...bda y sama lh dy bebel kn? damn it..ak x suka lh...bknnya hntaq smpai taiping un...amik ak dr uitm pastu antaq ak g stesen ketapi...ak suka nek ketapi blik taiping...selesa gila..ak bleyh tido soundly bnding gn bus..ak pnh trtido smpai trhantuk pale kt tgkap...hahah...hmm..there, i still take a public transpotattn to go back to my hometown okie..not fully depend on my brother...
n soalan tak bleyh blah bg ak...bpe kali ak kuar ke bndr melaka..teett...mmg lah ak kuar skali je g mp.. =,= zzzz but tak smestinya mnandakn y ak tak reti naek bas..sedih taw sedih? huh ! nk bt cm ne..dh style ak cm neyh...dr dlu...sjk skola2...jrg lh nk kuar ngn kwn2...nk kata g tgk wyg pn mmg jarang sgt keyh...skali ade laa...ahah =p tu pn ngn abg ak..heheh...
okie...sy mgaku mmg tak reti nk enjoy life like the other teens...suka kuar g bndar n whatsoever...sbb ak ad keutamaan..kalo mggu tu ad test mmg ak x kuar...n kt uitm lendu, melaka bleyh tahan gak arr busy...i just wanna do my best in every exam...n i believe in order to do that i have to sacrifice some things in life...n ak neyh jenis syg duit...syg gile nk kuar duit sndiri kn..tuuuuuttt...ahhah =p

okiehh...ak nk smpaikan terima kasih JUTA JUTA kt kwn2 ak neyh y dh bnyk tolong ak....sudi practice ngn ak...discuss ngn ak mcm2 topik utk prsediaan MUET..



payeh

mirrah
paan


thank you so much guys <3 <3 <3

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

teeeheeee =D



as salam....




okie...nk cter psl org kt ats neyh :

aliya namanye....
kelas kite lain...dy kelas b...

tp sy dh knal aliya sjak MDS lagi...kih3
suka sgt kwn ngn dya...suka bkepit ngn dye tyme mds dlu...
siyes =D
suka sngt kwn ngn awk aliya.....
plus..nama awk sama ngn sepupu sy....


okie neyh la spupu sy alia...srupa kn? ade lah sket...kurus..putih..ini lh cri2 org y nama alia...*stkt y sy kenal lah....hehehe*

plus kite pny bnyk prsamaan...
ex: kite sama2 ank y ke-7
lagi? kita sama2 suka anime..kn?

post neyh khas utk kau aliya =)
thank u so much sbb hadiahkn ak tudung....
sngt2 cntik =D
i appreciate it so much...mmmmmmuaaaaaaaaah ^___^

new nephew =)

as salam...

alhamdulillah...ptg td 3.47 pm slamat lh sdh kak midah melahirkan....
syukur kpd Illahi...ank sedara lelaki...

heheheheeee =D
can't wait to see him...
looking forward to go to kl !!!!

but still i haven't done yet with my driving license...
what should i do? there's so much thing happening right now...
n i'm not sure whether i'll stay here in taiping or not...
hmmmm....

but now...
my focus is >>>>>> MUET

Still stick with my own opinion
::::: practice makes perfect ::::::

insyaAllah.....

wish me luck !!!!

Sunday, October 2, 2011

hospital lagi....


as salam....

ptg td pgy melawat faris kt hosp...still x kuar wad lagi..huk3 T,T
mak su dh rinduuu sgt2...
so mtk kak bwk ank dya kuar jap....
jmpa skjap pn jd lah =)

pkr ptama y ak perasan...jrum y ad kt tgn dya...brbalut..
second.......dy dh kurus....huuuuu T,T
sygnyaaa...td dy cm marah dgn ak....ak sua tgn dtepisnyaa dgn nada cm takmau sbb dy xleyh ckp lagi..huhuuuuu..alahai..dh x knai mak su ke? sob3*tawu la mak su lama x blik*
or maybe faris merajuk....mst dy ingt mak su bru hr neyh nk jmpa dy pdhl lama dh dy dok lam wad....huhuuuuuuuu....
i'm sorry...tp bkn mak su x pgy hosp...mak su pgy...cuma guard x bg masuk sbb wad tu hnya utk mak n bapak je y bleyh msuk.....sob3...

huhu....demi mgembirakan kamu....mak su bwk kelua h/p....
mak su tnjuk gmbar kamu faris....

gambar kite...
hehehheeeee =D dan kamu ketawa faris.....alangkah seronoknyaaaa mak su ^_____^
alhamdulillah...akhirnya mak su dpt tgok kamu snyum n ketawa...at least i can do somethin 4 u...cheer u up at least...


juz remember faris.....i always love u....mmmuaaaaahhhh
miss u so much...hope u will recover soon =)





Friday, September 30, 2011

sepi,,,,

as salam....

cty sem 1....sbulan stengah....lama kott...
hmmm..tadapape un y mnarik...tadape y best....kwn2 ramai matriks....
hmmmm.....sy rasa sunyi lah.....seriously...sy lbh suka bila ad bnyk keja.....
sy sukaa......sbb msa tu ak tak akn fkr pkr lain...fokus ak ntuk siapkn keja je....
tp.....skrg....hmmm..ak rasa sunyi....

sepi......
ak x suka......
masa2 mcm neyh buat ak rasa sdih....
bnyk kali.....
bnyk kali ak teringat abah....
stp pkr y slalu dya buat....
stp kali ak melangkah ke suatu sudut d dlm rumah....ak tringat abah....
ak tataw...tp ak asyik teringt pada abah.....
dan stp iklan y mnunjukkn ank n abah....ak dh rasa sebak....
yeah...sy tawu.....sy manja.....
i cant deny it.....
bila ak tgok iklan ank suapkn ayahnye mknn.....ak akn tringatkn saat itu...saat ak suapkn utk abah......
ak rasa cm tak leyh nk dok lam rumah laaaa...ak akn rasakn stp moment y ak ada dgn abah...every single thing that i do in the house will make me remember of him...how i'm suppose to be happy? when i realise that he's not there? in his usual position?

Ya Allah...skrg neyh ak btui2 rasa sebak...
ak x mmpu nk lawan ksunyian neyh....
ak x mmpu nk lwn perasaan neyh....
dan ak x bleyh nk slahkn knangan y ak ada with abah.....
what an i suppose to do?

how i wish i could cure myself.....
how i wish not to b a burden to anyone esp my mom.....

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
ssunguhnya ak seorg hmba Mu y lemah....
ak mohon sekatkn lah hatiku ini dpd pkr2 y mnyedihkn....
kuatkn hati ini utk trus tabah mghadapi hidup ini tnpa abah lagi.....
ak plu kuat......
sbb nty ak plak akn jga mak.....

astaghfirullahalazim.....ckup lah _________________.....

i wish i could return return to melaka.....
get myself involve in karisma....
i'll be damn busy with the practices n the competition.....

i wish i could go 4 kdo...
at least i'll be busy helping myself to understand debate better n learn how to adjudicate people....

i wish...i wish n i wish.....
but this is all just temporary....
i cant run away....
this is a fact....
try to adapt khairunisa !!!!






fariz..farriz...



as salam......
bsempena dgn post sblum ny.....nk cter sket lah psl classmates sy y jgk namanye faris..cuma spelling je brbeza...
heheheheheheheeeeeeee...

ini FARIZ...
dya lah pm kiteorg...tyme school project, dy lah bos =D heheh
dy pndai mnari taw..*jgn pndg sbelah mata*
hahahaaaa...super interesting > cara dy gelak...hahahaa =p
tp dy neyh baek sgt..org nogori =)
plus plus plus + + + dy neyh pndai mmasak....*whouuhh tgugat aiiii*
dya neyh awet muda...nk taw sbb apa? sbb fariz suka mkn ulam =)
dya snasib dgn ak..tp dya tabah...ak suka cara hg tuu..

okie next:


y neyh lah FARRIZ...*sebut btui2*
tp kiteorg pngel payeh je...ahahaa =p
nama fb y plg glamorous katekn..payeh yeh..hehehe
okeh..dy neyh baik gn sume org..join ja mana2 group..*biaq p laaa..asal dya bhagia* haha
bdk sbp neyh rajiiin buat notes...hebat kan? bkal plajar cmerlang neyh..ehheheehhe
suke mkn kerepek....
suke tomyam....
suke karok...*suara sedap cm artist habaq hang*
dy neyh pn baek orgnyee...*tima ksih blanja*
payeh org kelate...ttanah merah kn?

that's all for now...
special 4 both fariz n farriz =)


Thursday, September 29, 2011

faris...




as salam...

huuuu...smlm faris kna tahan kt hosp..sian dya...
smlm asyik teriak jaaa...ngn mak su pn tamau...
mnum susu pn tamau...bdn pn dh kering...x mkn....sob3...
skrg faris kat wad c3...
mak su nk msuk tgok faris...
tp x leyh..mk su x dpt nk tgok faris pon T,T
urgh sedih taw....tpaksa lh tnggu je kt luar..tak leyh bt pape..huuu
hmmm...smoga faris sehat balek...nty kite main sama2,keyh?
jgn la nges2 dh....mak su rindu nk dgr celoteh faris..mak su rindu nk dgr faris ketawa....
huuuuuuuu...doa mak su utk kamu faris....smoga smbuh cepat =D
rindu kamuuu..mmmmuaaaaaaahhhh ^___^



Monday, September 26, 2011

cerita ceriti =D


as salam...
lamanye x tgok blog...fb n sgala mak nenek y bkaitan gn social network....
tuuuuuuuttt....kolej baru dgn ketiadaan wifi sgt mnyayat hati..tawu?
tp tak kesah..ad bgusnya jgk sbb tade lah nk on9 je kejenye...kalo dlu kt timah smbil brg ats ktil pon dpt wifi...tp skrg? haram..tade sbutir pon harapan...erghhh =(
dn apa y sy buat smntara tade wifi neyh? sy smkn kerap tido..muahhaahhaha =D
n advantage bila nk exam..tp tetap plukn internet ssbb sy akn sntiasa teringin extra info from da internet...seriously..i really need it =( huuuhuuu..
okeh..skrg dh keluar dr uitm..esok akn bmula pjlnn pnjg utk pulang ke taiping,hometown tcintaaa =) ngehehhheee...tp y x bestnye..kwn2 matriks tak blik..wooo T,T x de hrpn nk lepak ngn sape2..ok fine...mybe i should do something else..something that is much more beneficial..hummm..can't think of anythin yet..duh
okie2..bnyak nye nk cter..tp tatwu nk start dr mana...
mari kite imbas....

1) bru je abes finals ahad kelmarin...alhamdulillah dh abes...tatawu nk kata cm ne...but what can i say is there are some difficutties and some i can say quite easy...tp tatawu lah cm ne mkah nye nty..pointer? huuuuu T,T .......tawakal tu alallah...

2) mkn2 skelas...mybe y trakhir bt masa ini d sem 1...next sem ntah la msh skelas y sma atau tak...sy btui2 sdih bile tgok org lain pgg kmera msg2...sy rindu kmera sy..aaaaaahhhh =( i need u lym...i wish i could do the same during form 5...i wanna snap every moment that we had together and we shall keep it in our heart..i still believe pics can bring up memories...

3) kit kat =D okieh..neyh btoi3 lawak....sumenye tsirat...
smuany bmula bila beg sy basah dgn air y tumpah gara2 ttup x btui...hbes sumenya basah...dompet,kdua2 hphones dan mcm2 lagi...wuuuu T,T skrg sy cuma leyh guna 1 phone je sbb bteri phone lg 1 dh kembang..huk3..d dlm kekelamkabutan itu...sseorg mnawarkn handkerchief dy...trima kseh juta2 <3 sbb sume org y sy tnya tade satu pon bwk tisu or anthin ntuk sy lap brg2 y bsh tu...sy sgt2 hargainya... sy akn plgkn smula handkerchief si dya dgn sputih2nya,tekad hati...blik je mlm tu sy trus bsuh..sy tkut sy dh kotorkn handkercfief awk...sy tkut sy x smpat nk plangknya smula...maka sy bsuh jgk dgn mnyental y sngt2 kuat wlpn malam sdh lewat...ssudh kering sy tfikir ap y ptot sy blas ats jasa baik awk...awk tlong sy wlpn kite x knal..tgor pon x pnah..sy suka coklat..laci sy pnoh dgn cadbury zip..tp hr tu tnggai 2 je...sy syg nk bg tp mmndgkn awk ikhlas tlg sy..sy ptot ikhlas bg kt awk....sy mmg malu gile nk bg dn sy tgok awk tgh bsguh2 bce tms..tp sy x bleyh procastinate..sy tkut sy x smpat plgkn blik...sy bisikkan kt mirza..dy selamba..sy? erghh..sy beranikn jgk...dgn suara tketar2..awk tak dgr bile sy pngel kali prtama..tpaksa lh kuatkn sket...bkn nk marah..tp nk kmbalikn...Ya Allah...syukur...mmg nsb bek lah sy dpt jgk pulangkn pd awk...slalunya sy xkn buat dan biar je...huhu..tp kali neyh sy plu sbb handkerchief neyh awk pnya....dselitkn dlm tu cadbury zip coklat...sy lipatkn skemas mgkin jgn smpai tjatuh.....
dan kmudian mirrah plak msuk lam ini crita =p lam blik mandi...dy kata dy ad brg nk bg..okieh dh mula rasa tharu mirrah belikn sy somethin..hehehe..tp takk..sgkaan meleset..sy pon tak phm kali ptama dn kali kdua mirrah ckp sal hal neyh...serious ! x phm...ghupenyaaa...awk.. mr handkerchief...okieh...3 pesanan...okie mirrah tlong repeat bleyh >,< heheheeee...
tp awk bg sy dua...sdgkn sy bg satu...uuuuu..mcm x adil kan? nk blas bpe plak? 3? hahaaaaa =p
gurau je...
okie...sy tatawu nk bt ape...syg plak nk mkn..bleyh tak sy awetkan je? hoho..baik..x nk mkn...x nk...hummm..ye ke? leyh pcaya? ap kata bg org len mkn? errrr.....
sy dh offer mirrah..mirrah y x nk..ehheh...okie2...sy simpan je lahhh =D ngeeeeeeeeeeeee
stkt neyh je lahhh...coklat2 !!! oyeahhh ^_^



Friday, September 2, 2011

3 september '11

trikh sbenar 2/9..
as salammualaikum...

raya kali neyh ckup berbeza...
berbeza y bgaimana??
raya kli ini tanpa ayah...raya kali ini tak semeriah dulu....
raya kali ini tdk dpt bkumpul skali bramai2...
tan n angah beraya d rumah mertua...*x kesah tp rasa sunyi jgk*

kalo nk dbandgkn dgn raya twun lepas apa bezanya?
kalau dulu...ak sndiri x amk kesah sgt nk raya...lgpon spm..tapi...ak bnyk btandang..mnziarahi dan mmenuhi jmputan kwn2 =D
kali neyh mereka pula y dtg ke rumah....terubat hati ini....

jujur.....
sy merasai khilangan....sy berasa ada sesuatu y hilang skit demi skit....
walau sdalam mana sy menafikan..tp...perasaan itu ttp ada....ksedihan....
sy x mahu fikirkannya...tapi...kdg2 ia dtg mghimpit....
Ya Allah Ya tuhanku...apakan daya ku utk menolak takdirMu?
tidak...ak mmg x mampu..maka Engkau kuatkan lah ak....Engkau tarik lah ak dr kegelapan ini...dr kesedihan ini....bawa lah ak menemui kbahagiaan..ketenangan hati.....yakin kn hatiku ini stp detik dan waktu...

td ptg ak mnziarah tanah pkuburan....
mmg jelas.....ssuatu y nyata...ak hanya mmpu duduk brdoa d sisi kubur....apa y tnggal cuma batu nisan....ap ak mmpu lakukan apa2 cuma brdoa y trbaik utk abah....ak tdk bnyk bfikir...
mmg ak ini seorg pnyimpan...ak smpan...ak tanamkn smua rasa ini seorg diri.....
hanya ak y tahu...hnya Allah y mmahami....
tapi...adakh ak ini trlalu pntgkan diri....ak mmilih utk tdk memikirkan masa lampau....
ak positifkn minda dan trus lakukan y terbaik buat msa depan ku....
ya Allah...ak memohon kebrkatan dr Mu...stp apa y ak lakukn.....
dan ak mohon...tolong tnggalkn secebis knangan buatku agar ak boleh mgingati insan tsayang,abah....mgkin trlalu bnyak y tpaksa dlakukan..mgkin trlalu bnyak y plu ak siapkn....ak mohon....tnggalkn sdkit ingtan buatku....

Ya Allah...esok pg ak akn btolak....kmbali smula ke tmpat ku mnuntut ilmu....tnggal lh pula ibuku d sini....ak mohon jagalah dya buatku...berikanlh dya y trbaik...hnya itu y boleh buat ak tenang....
ak akn lakukan sebaik mungkin...ak akn cuba....insyaAllah....doakn lh y trbaik...

>>trima ksh alang sbb mnceriakan malam ini dgn mmbawa ak,mak,ank2 sdara keluar shopping<<


Saturday, July 9, 2011

9 JUlai 11


as salam...
dh slamat 6 mnggu kat uitm melaka...
mcm2 y dh dilalui..muahhaaa =D mmg malas lh nk describe satu2 kn...
y pntg...skarang ny blaja tesl... SEMUA psl B.I... ok?
mmg mncabar mental...ak mngaku ak mmg x pndai bi..tataw mcm na leyh dpt...tp ney sume rezeki...alang2 dh diberi peluang...kita kna lh hargainya...dan ak akn brusaha bsunguh sungguh utk pastikan y ak akn buat y trbaik...itu lah fakta..ap y ad kt depan..itu lh y kita kna fikirkn...bknya fikir trok2 psl bnda y tade...paham?
hahahaaa...apsal ak ckap cm cikgu neyh?

sheeesh!! hahah...

one thing y bt ak sgt happy..heheh..duit dh msuk..yeah...brpa angkanya??sndiri mau simpan..ahah...daaaaan...ak sgt2 gmbira sbb ak dh tunaikn satu impian ak iaitu nk beli 1 tafsir Al-Quran...kirenya ada jgk pkara y boleh ak manfaatkn dgn duit tu...mdh2an berkat...ddan ak bli dictionary collin cobuild...wow...mmg berat..tu la slh satu mslh sbb bila dh berat ak malaih plak nk bawk..hahah..

okie...stkt neyh a
lhamdulillah...keje sume bjaya disettlekn mgikut msa y dtetpkn..heheh =) sy suka bt janji dgn diri sndiri y sy akan siapkan smua assignments...sbb apa? nk tawu? sbb sjk skola kt convent homework mmg gila bnyak...dh biasa agaknya dgn keadaan y sbegini...dan sy akn tetap buat janji spt itu stp thun >,< insyaAllah....
slah satu presentation sy lam kelas reading...sy sgt happy dn bpuas ati sbnarnya sbb sy dpt mrkah 7.3...kira bnyak lah tu tawu? nk mrkah 7 tu pon susah taw...alhamdulillah...rasa lega sgt2...sbnarnya tkejut jgk taw bila miss ju sbut nama sy sbg cikgu y bleyh tahan juga mngajar...mana tak sy duduk je lpas hbes present mmg dh bdebar gilaaa...rasa cm nk lari p tidoq ja..x snggup nk dgr ktritikan...tp alhamdulillah...dpt komen y sgt mmberansangkn...sy sgt tkejut taw...mula2 miss ju sbut nma asyraf je..tetibe nma sy pon mncul jgk? msa tu dh redho dh nk dgr kritikan dya..siap pgg pensil nk tulis komen dya...x sgka kn? bsyukur sgt...pdhl presentation tu agk memalukn..huhuhuuuu T,T...hnya Tuhan ja y tawu...tp bila ingt balik...sy akn tsenyum dan gelak sorang2...MWAHAHAHA =D...sy ikhlas nk bagi coklat tu suma...sy nk share ap y sy ada..smntara msh mampu kn...hahaaa..tah mcm mna...mula2 acap p amk satu bkas tu dan hbs sume coklat tmpah..sparuh ja kot..tyme tu mmg ahhhh..ahahaaa...nsb bek dy rajin kutip
blik...trima ksih bnyak2...ak pon tataw mcm mna..lpas dy amk satu coklat...ak pi tepis tangan dy plak smpai coklat y dy amk tu tjatuh lg skali =,= x sngaja okie...mula lah ak gelabah mcm hapa lagik...trkena plak tangan laki...bodonya...ak mmg malu malu malu gilaaaaa...dan satu kelas ketawa trbahak bahak...miss ju plak cuma mmpu tsenyum senget...ak dgn malunya,,, dgn tak tahan nk tgelak gelak kt depan tu mmg dh kelam kbut gila...nsb bek lah...ak bleyh kontrol blik...bwk bsabar skjap...smpai ak habiskn skimming satu article...seriously ak nk sgt sume o
rg dlm kelas tu a
ngkat tgn dan jawab soalan..wlpn sbnrnya x bnyak soalan pon...tp ak nk diorg angkt tgn bg jwpn mudh spy ak bleyh hdiahkn diorg coklat..tu je hrpn ak...hahah..ya lah..ak pnya fikiran y sngt simple...ak nk korg happy2 je dlm kelas..jgn tension2,k....
^_______^ hehehee....klassmate ak suma baik2...suka2...hehe.. <3 <3
roommate ak bdk kedah...ak mmg suka ckp pelat kedah...msa ak bru msuk sni sume org tnya ak ny org kedah ka? mmg tak laaa..ahaha..sy tetap org Taiping..hidup PERAK!!! hahah
nma maysarah..wan maisarah...baik gila...suka blanja org...suka melekat dgn laptop dell dya..ak plak mmg tak kesah..rasa mcm x leyh tahan dh nk sembang..ak pi cari hanan bilik 2411...ngeheheh =D ak mmg suka sembang2...y hanan ny pon mmg baik gila..x penah lagi halau ak dr blik dya..kahkakaaaah3..rajin plak tu layan ak =) heheheeeeeeee
kbtulan pulak...maysarah ngan hanan ny kawan acap...dan depa tiga2 ny bdk kedah...
itu lh story sy
bt msa ny psl diri sndiri dan 3 bdk kedah ^_^ hahhaaa






Wednesday, May 18, 2011

sudah habis...

as salam...
hr neyh, 18/5...tamat lh suda debaran mghadapi jpj test....
alhamdulillah...ak lulus bukit,dn parking....
tapiii...ak fail ntuk jalanraya....hmmm...nmpaknya bkn rezeki ak...
wlaupon ak y bwk kete putih tu smpai lh balik smula ke tsdc...huhu =( tatawu la nk kata ap....mgkin blom rezeki ak mmegang lesen....tak apa lh...ak redha dgn ketentuanNya...ak rasa puas...sbb ak tawu ak dh cuba bsungguh sungguh....

haha,,,skrg nk dgr cite y interesting?? ekekek =p
ummm...dtg ke tsdc pagi2 lg...pkui 8 la gitu...tnggu punya tnggu...van jpj pon smpai ler...dlm bnyak2 pnguji y turun dr van tu...trnmpak lh seorg pnguji neyh...dlm hati neyh...haha...ouh..dy sorg je muda dn hensem..haha...tapi2 mata ak ny kelabu agaknya...rupanya ramai tester muda2 lagik...ish...apa laaaah...
hahhaaa...lagi satu muka dy ad iras2 ckgu izzuandy lah...btui !! ak pon bisik ah kt wani arudin..haha...x sngka jmpak dy lak..pastu npk nazatul vt...pastu nmpk azwani...pastu nmpk fatin liyana ahmad plak...hehheee...cm reunion kecil kecilan plak..
oke..ap nk komen lagi ek...hahah...ouh...stelah lama trtunggu tnggu...tiba lh gliran ntuk ak wat ujian jln rya plak...x sngka org y ak dok puji2 tu ler jd pnguji ak hr neyh...hah...masatu tade pk pe dh...jnji nk wat y trbaik je...x kesah lah...muka grang mcm mna pon...

"as salam ncik" ha..ny lah tips prtama y ak ikut...heeh..
tgok muka...aish...tkut gak lam hati neyh..mula lh nk gabra...ak pon bt lah sume 5 pkara tu...adehh...apsal lah wiper tu x brenti renti pulek? ish...ak x leyh nk pk dh neyh..hahah..jnuh dh ak kuih dy ke bwh ke ats...x leyh gak...sabar je lah...ak pon dh tataw nk bt ap...sblum ak nk tgok gear tu free ke x..ak mtk lah kbenarn dy ntuk matikn enjin tu dlu...alhamdulillah...okie lah...
ak tgok tester diam je..ak pon diam lah...x berani lak nk bkata kata...ak tataw nk tnya ap bile tpandang muka dya y kelat tu...huhu...
smuanya bjalan dgn lncar...dn ak rasa tenang dn smkn tenang....tapi...keadaan mmg x djangka jngka...ad plak kereta tgh memotong dn kete tu msuk lorong ak...aiseh...ak tak ketepi la plak...x ku sdar ap y ak ptot bt wktu tu...ak cuma membrek sja..nmpknya tester tu tpaksa trik stereng ak ke kiri...dan dy mulakan ceramah prcumanya...haha...ak byar oke..haha...tp nsb bek lah..dy ckp baik2 je...dgn nada y ak bleyh terima dgn hati y trbuka...wlaupon sbnarnya ak rasa ckup kesal...mnta maaf si jpj...sy x bmaksud nk mmbhayakn awk...huhu...
pastu kslahn y ak bt adlh trlalu ketepi...smpai lnggar line putih...kuweng2...nk msuk tsdc pon amk side lebih sngt...adeiii =( btui2 x de rezeki lah....tp ak bsyukur sgt sbb ak x trlibat lam apa2 jua bntuk kmalangn....kalo x...x merasa lah ak nk g u....huhu...
oke..nmaa si jpj tu en. ah...ah...ahmad syahrir....hehe =p ( tringt plak kt lagu tu..hhihihi)
terima kasih la sbb tolong lukis kn utk sy....pnjg btui la komen awk...haha..ye..sy akn tgok puas2...smpai sy phm...
sy pon tade dendam pape...nk kata sedih...ad la sket...tp sy menerimanya dgn hati y redha dn tenang...saat ini sy x mhu pkir y ngatif....
sy g jnguk fb td...ouh..dh kwen..ahahh...ptot lah...keje dy btui2 mrbahya...

d awl sy ucpkn salam...dn sy akhiri pmnduan hr ini dgn trima ksih =)

hehehe...x sngka lak bdk india y dtg skali ngn sy dok kt tman kaya...tp dy lepas..dy msuk fom 6 kt clifford...lah...x sngka lak dy tu peramah...bile ak tnya...dy pon snyum dn mnjawab..ak ingtkn dy sombong td..ehhehe...biasa lah tu...kalo kite y mulakan prbualan..bru lh kite tawu dy tu smbong ke x? sama jgk ngn nazatul..oke je...km smbang2 lagi...
oke lah...knyataanya..jgn mgharpkn org len ak ramah dgn kite..mlainkn kite y jd peramah dhulu pd org ^_^

Monday, May 16, 2011

sy baru tringat...

as salam...sy bru tringt...
smlm sy smbang2 dgn fatin liyana ahmad lam fb...pakat dok cite sal kelas memandu neyh lah =p hehheheeee...

haaaaa...sy msh ingt di saat ptama kali sy mmegang stereng kereta dn mghidupkn enjin...masa tu bru nk wat praktikal 3 jam dlm litar dgn apek tua...nama ap tah..kurg ingt...dlu ad dberithu...sorry ckgu..huuuhu...

kali prtama pusing2 lam litar wat bukit sume tu lah...pastu rehat...pas rehat sy kna buat sume tu sorg...byangkn sy btui2 tkial2 masa nk wat parking...mna nk ingt...sy bru je try nk pgg stereng dn sy bwk pon cm robot y mdengar kata tuannya...skunk nk buat sorg2??umph...mmg x leyh r...las skali kelas pn brakhir...tp ianya diakhiri dgn penamat y mnyedihkn...apek tu marah dn dlm nada mnyindir...suda blaja bjam jam pon tarak ingt lgi...lbh kurg la ek..huuuuuuhu =( mmg sdih gila ah dlm hati neyh rasa bsalah melanda....waaaaaa =( ak tamau lah lpas blaja ja kna mrh ngn ckgu...rasa x best kn? jd demi tdk mgulangi kslhn y sama...sy cpt2 bwk kuar buku dn start tulis nota...dgn gaya y agak pelik...sy btanya pd kak juliana y dtg skali ntuk wat lthn praktikl...sy btanya kn ttg parking dn sbgainya dgn niat dpt mgingat kmbali sume y apek tu ajar...malangnya,,,,sy jd konfiuss...tdk ku sangka sangka...ad ckgu y sdg memerhatikn km....lalu...dtg lh seorg ckgu y baik hati..ha..knp neyh dik?ad maslh ke? lalu sy pn mnerangkn keadaan y blangsung td...ckgu tu pendek je..pkai spek dn topi...masa tu bru nk blaja...jd x knai pon ckgu2 kt situ...dy pon terangkn pd sy dgn cara y sgt mudah ntuk diingat...sy pon mnulis stp kata2 y ckgu keluarkn...kbetulan pula cuma ad km 2 org sbg murid dn lain2 sume cikgu2 y tgh rehat dn mkn tgah hari...ckgu2 y len duduk d meja dn mnyanyi2...jgn segan2...hahaha =p malu tawu?? tapi biar lah..jnji ad org nk tolong kite kn...hehhee...skrg bru lh sy tawu nma ckgu y baik hati tu ialah ckgu baharuddin...fatin blaja dgn ckgu tu lah smlm...hehe...
terima ksh ckguu =)

satu lg kisah....
kelas memandu dgn ckgu malik....tyme bt parking...sbenarnya sy mmg ad mslh sket utk mgingat step2 ntuk parking.....nk bt cm na...sy x phm isyarat ckgu malik...jadi dlm kekelambutan itu...sy tlh melanggar dua tiang...huhu...sy brasa sngt2 tkejut smpai enjin pon mati....huaaaaa...btui2 x sngka...ckgu bkn main marah lagik...smpaikn...dia tnggalkn sy di situ...huuuhuu =(
nsb baek lah ad ckgu rambut kerinting neyh....baik hati....d tgh2 pnas y terik...dy snggup mmberi tnjuk ajar pd murid y dtggalkn ckgu tuuu...waaaaa...nsb bek lah ad ckgu rmbut kerinting tu...dy x marah sgt laaa...dy bgtaw ap nk buat lpas tu....sbb sy kt situ mmg dh bingung...x tawu nk bt apa...terima ksh ckgu abas =) bru smlm tawu nama ckgu....
ad 1 hari tu...sy pegi utk kelas lagik...tgok2 ckgu abas tgh mnyapu...dy smpat tegur sy lagi...baik btui lah cikgu..hehehhe
sy juga ingn bterima ksh pd ckgu malik....disebabkn dye telah marah sy dgn teruk skali pd hari itu...sy telah mngambil lgkah drastik...tulis nota lagikkk..hehhe..bg sy itu sja y sy mmpu lakukn demi mengingat step by step ntuk bt parking...

lebih baik...

as salam...

slepas mg-post kmrhn..apa kata post kmaafn plak..ehhehe =p

sblum ny mmg rasa sedih sgt...dpt ckgu y tahape2...kna mrh x tntu psl...ye sy mmg geram kalo awk ckp kasar ngn sy....tp tape lah..mgkin itu stu ujian bt sy....
sy maafkn sgala ksilapan y brlaku....

smlm sy blaja plak ngn ckgu yaakob...spatutnya mmg ad 1 jam lg ntuk masa tmnbhn sblum jpj test rabu ny..kalo x, kena blaja ngn ckgu kamaruddin tu jgk...tp sy x snggup....pak aziz kata x yah pegi je...tp bg sy...sy tanak mgalah...apa2 pon sy kna cuba ntuk dptkn ckgu lain...sy prlu bsedia ntuk mghadapi hr ujian itu nty...sy dh laburkn wang y bnyak...dan x mahu mnanggung kerugian..dn sy x meminta ganti rugi..apa y sy nak? sy cuma mahu kmbalikn keyakinan sy...sy mahu mempunyai lesen memandu kereta...sy mahu blaja smpai sy brjaya....

jd sy tepon pd kerani dn mtk dy tukarkn jdual..dn tukar guru...mula2 dy bg ckgu malik...tp sy kmbali mgingati saat d mna sy dtinggalkn lepas trbuat salah waktu parking shggakn tiang pon kna langgar....sy mtk ckgu yaakob...alhamdulillah...akhirnya ada juga peluang bt sy...
alhamdulillah...sy smpat praktis bukit,parking,3 pnjuru...pastu kuar g jalan A dn C....kmudian kmbali smula ke tsdc dn ckgu bg masa lbh kt sy utk wat bukit,parking n 3 pnjuru tu skali lagi =D
alhamdulillah...sy bsyukur sgt...ckgu dh kmbalikn smagt sy...sy x perlu lgi rasa gusar dn was was y sy layak atau tdk utk memandu...lpas tu siap bg nota dn tnya jika sy msh ad soalan...sy ad mnceritakn hal y brlaku sblum ny...dn nmpknya ckgu sngt memahami....
terima ksh bnyak2 cikgu =)
smlm sy balik dgn snyuman...jika dbandgkn 2 kelas sblum ny...sy blik dgn muka monyok dn hati y bgitu sdih hgga mhu mnangis....
slepas slesai kelas y brakhir kira2 1.20...pak aziz pon hantar sy blik...sesampinya d rumah..langit sdh mulai gelap mnampkkn ad kmungkinn akn hujan....nsb bek sy kelas tgah hari...kalo x...huhu..kbasahan lah nty...alhamdulillah....

insyaAllah...sy akn cuba wat y terbaik ntuk hari ujian nty....mudah2an sumenya bjalan lncar dn dpt pnguji y baik...sy bharap utk lulus....amin...