=,=' huuuuu

as salam....

huhuuuu =/

okie...MUET dlm bberapa hr je lg...

dh nk blik lendu skali lagi.....

tp.....

huuuuuuuuuu....

brada dlm keadaan y kurg sehat stakat ini.....

fuuuuuuuuu ~ positifkn shj ap pn y mgkin trjadi....

insyaAllah.....

mudah2an dpt fokus btui2..... dh x bnyk masa y tnggai....

pedulikan lh pnyakit neyh sume.....

insyaAllah......akn dbantu.....

mudah2an dpt buat sbaik mungkin.....

fuuuuuuuuuuu ~

fokuskn minda....tentukn matlamat......insyaAllah semuanya akn brjalan lancar....

jgn risau yep =) * snyum ubat y trbaik..maybe? hehe

ya Allah...kuatkn lh ak utk hadapi smua ini....pd masa y begini...keadaan diri y agak lemah.....

kuatkn ak utk selesaikn sisa2 y msh tnggal......

amin.....ya Rabbal alamin.........

SNOT - UPM

as salam....

akhinya dh tamat lh sdh prjalanan debate neyh hah...heheh..okieh xdebate pn jd adju je =)

short note....

alhamdulillah...pngalaman y sngt2 BERHARGA + BEST + UNIQUE + UNFORGETTABLE

okie...jd adjudicator neyh pn ad cabaran2nye jgk....

open debate tourney kmpulkn ramai org y blainan negara...so mcm2 slang kuar...smpai kdg2 ak xleyh nk phm or catchup pe y dy ckp =,=' hua2

but.....sy sngt puas hati n gembira sngt2.....sbb sy neyh sbenarnya trainee je...tp diorg slalu listkn sy sbg panelist...n sy rasa cm pelik plak kn....mybe diorg trlupe ke...jd slalu inform blik kt depan n gtaw diorg sbenarnye sy neyh trainee je.....

tp diorg blas ape twu ? sy dpt jd panelist sbb dh nek pngkat dr trainee...wooohuuu =)

even org lain pn ad gak y jd trainee...tp xdpt jd panel....

ouh...trasa bgitu dhargaiii..awwww <3 <3 <3

~ blik segamat esok ~

mdah2an prjalan sumenye slamat =D

ohoo

as salam....

huhuuuu...kalo tgk post y lepas...ad rasa cm unsur riak ke hape ke.....minta maaf ye...bkn nk ckp y mnunjuk2...cuma nk drasai khadiran ku....abg2 ak.....kalo bleyh prihatin lh sket...huhu...tawu lh sume cm bru khwin....ad y nk khwin.....tp...jgn lah smpai bt ttwu lgsung kt ak....slalu rasa cm neyh laahh lately =,='

haish...tape r.....tnggu lahh ak lak kahwin...mwaaahhahaha =p

okie...tahapape...lmbt lg kot nk pkir...ad org kdg2 suke tnya...'ap eyh u pnya dream wedding'

tp ak ttw nk jwb pe...tah...ak mls nk pkir...kalo diikutkn lhh...prkara y slalu ak angan2kn ialaaaaahh: jeng jeng...hik3

kcik2 lg kn...suke trpikir cm...nk bkk sbuah rumah ntuk ank2 yatim..or ntuk ank2 y trbuang...tade dh pngemis knk2..huhu...

trpkir nk sediakn suah rumah y selesa...n nk diorg dpt plajaran y sbaik mgkin....baik dr segi agama, akademik...smua lh.. lngkap....

kalo bleyh...ad skolah khas y bkerjasaama ntuk provide pelajaran y trbaik ntuk bdk2 neyh sume....

kalo dsuntik dgn semangt nk blaja btol2....insyaAllah....diorg mst bleyh =)

hua3...pelik ke? tp skrang...kite pkir plak...cm ne nk bt sume ney kalo keja besa2 je nty...kalo ad company besar bleyh gak ar dpt bajet besar....huuuuu...tape...nty kite kmpul kwn2 y dh brjaya ney ntuk mlabur sket...hehehe

okie...itu lh y slalu dlm pkiran slama neyh....

skrg dh smpai bangi ..alhamdulillah...

rindu dgn ank2 sdara..... faris sdh semestinyaaa....heeee..sbb masa spm slalu gn dy kn...tyme nk pegi pon....dy pegang je tgn ak g sana sni....dy tnggu je ak kmas beg sume...huuuuu...syg faris..mmmuaaah... N

neyh asyam ariffin =) ank sdara baru....

dy baru sebulan...sorry sbb mak su xdpt nk jaga asyam lama..

insyaAllah nty mak su try blik bln 12...insyaAllah...kalo tade ppe hal =D

lastly....

as salam....

dh selesai....alhamdulillah....

akhirnya....

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh....penat lah haih....akaun ak tade org nk topupkn ke? cuti2 pn cuti gak...aiseh =,='

okie...ak spatotnya buat bet lahh dgn abg2 ak....spatotnya awal2 lgi....ergh...mybe it will sound like this : ok abg2 skalian...kalo adik dpt dean list 1) sorg bg seratus bleyh...pergh...kipas2 duit...hak3...gile...cekik kedarah btoi ak neyh...diorg blik raya haji tetiba nk kna hulur plak kt ak kn...mmg trbaek lahhh...x pon...2) hadiahkn kamera dslr satu bleyh...kiki3...tlg lh belikn y baru...awww ~ gediks... nk repair y lama rm300...baik ak smpan duit beli baru jek...ahaa...x pon...3) tlong sponsor bb tiap2 bulan bleyh...sngt2 dperlukan neyh =D tak ponnnn... 4) neyh...ak nk korg belanja...mkn kt restorn trapung...fresh punya...sume makann laut...huuu...korg pgi tyme ak tade....bile nk bwk ak plak ntah...isk3

lain kali kna bt praturan cm neyh la kot kn? bru diorg alert...okeh..adik dpt result ap agaknya...awww ~ bile dh bristeri susah nk ingt kt adik kn? dlu adik lah segalanya.... =/ reality...face it girl !!!

hahahaaaaa...alah exam stp sem je...xbnyak pn....nak ke diorg join bet neyh? mmmg tak lahh kan...diorg kenai sngt dh....abg2 ku y len pn xpnah catat result trbaru ak..okie...dah3....

ak bersyukur sngt2 ats result y ak dpt....mmg ak x expect pape lngsung....serious ! x berani nk expext ap pn....terima kasih kt mak...slalu bg skongn padu...tnpamu siapa lh ak...sob3....kan...my mom is everything 4 me...love u so much....wlpn mak jrg kol kitew kt sna...tp sbnarnya mak slalu ingt kt kitew...kitew ingt lg....msa angah nk blik dr tpg ke segamat...mak smpat kirim ketam msk lemak, ketam msk merah, ikan 3 rasa...ya Allah...betoi2 trharu...aww ~ terima kasih mak...mak selalu pesan....ad duit ke x? makan tu penting...kalo tade gtaw je....ye mak...sy salu mkn...smpai stp kali blik mmg tade beza kn..mkn tembam ade =p hehheeee...sy pn jrng2 kol mak gak...sje xnk mnja sngt..asyik2 kol...report sume bnda y jd...kitew xnk mak risau...baik kitew selesaikn diri...no need report bagai...tp kitew tawu...bile kitew nk exam...kitew suka tepon bile ad masa...sja nk bg tenangkn hati dn mintak mak doakn kitew kt sni.....mudh2an kitew bleyh jwb exam dgn baik....alhamdulillah...Allah permudakn prjalanan ank mak neyh....syukur ats rezeki y Allah beri.....syukur sngt.....sy tawu mak pn msti happy kn...wlau ap pn y trjadi....doa mak sngt penting...insyaAllah....sy akn cuba bt y trbaik ntuk next sem....mudah2an ank mak mampu mlakar sbuah lagi kejayaaan...

oke...slip result pn ak xprint lg..pentingkh?

x oke lg kot...

as salam....

bnyk nye ak post...eh lantak lh...my blog anyway..huh !

hahaaa..sjk bile neyh..

hurm...penat dh pkir neyh....

seriously...apekah y akn brlaku slps neyh....

sabar je lahh ye...

asking myself over n over again : should i go? should i stay?

hurmm...new question in my head: adakh ak neyh trlalu mngejar keduniaan semata- mata?

ap y ak kejarkan? ap ak buat selama neyh? n di mana pit stop kau hah? non stop trkejar kejar...

okie....

as salam.....

skrg neyh dlm dilema...hey...cepat lh bt pikiran....ap y susah sgt neyh?

adoiii.....pe kena mu neyh? huh =,=

please...tlg laaaa bt keputusan y bijak....jgn mnyesal d kmudian hari......

smlm ko ckp pe?

hr neyh ko ckp pe?

ak plak y pening skrang?

hati ak 50-50 lahhhh..

ye...memang ak nk pegii...tp tlong lh confirmkn betoi2.....

huuuuuuuuuu....skrg kak khairani pn dh dpt kete nk bwk kite....nk ckp pe y saptotnya neyh?

confused......bile kekonfiusan ak neyh nk trjawab?

should i go? or should i stay?

~ i wish that i've talked to you juz now ~

huhu...

as salam....

hurmmmmm....

baik lh...2-3 hr neyh mmg tde mood =,='

y 1...agk lahh sdih jgk kn bile dpt result tp org bt ttwu..huk3..sedih btoi...ap pnya abg2 daaaa...aish....angah lg lahh...dlu briya nk tlg check result org...tp..bila dh blik...x tnya pn....huhuuuu...apa pnya fmily members daaa...at least tahniah pn dh ckup...tp sbnarnya dlm hati nk gak mkn ramai2 satu family...pizzahut ke? eceh...alaaa...bg lahh ak smngat sket.... urgh =,=' mnangis sorg2 je lah..kau ingt sume neyh akn brlaku? jgn harap lahhh...kfine....sndiri brusaha...sndiri dpt result....sndiri ckp tahniah kt dri sndiri....yeayy tepuk ntuk diri sndiri...lg skali kelamnyeee hdup ini....argh...dh agak...tyme nk dpt result pn ak xrasa pape....mgkin masa first2 lepas hbes exam....siyesly ak mmg xsbr nk tgok result....sbb ad gak paper y ak check sndiri...hua3...bila dh lama2...dh xrasa pape....seems like i hv nothing to say...nothing to think...rasa kosong...nervous cm tak nervous jek...huhuuuu3...n nk bgun check pg tuuu pn....hahah...ak x rasa mcm beriya iya nk cek pn.....ak biar je masa brlalu....ntah...huhu...nseb baek lahh mirrah kolling2 ak...msj suh cek result....bru ak bngun dr katil g mandi....ergh....malasnyeee....cuaca kt taiping neyh mmg best lahh...sjuk je...awww ~

tyme mndi plak...mirza plak kolling2....aiseh...mmg xde lahh smpat nk jawab.....sorry....tp ak bg msj kn? ye.....ak dh sedar hr tu ak ptot bkk emel ak.....hak3..thanx guys....at least...korg tlg ingtkn ak.......kalo x...smpai bile2 pn ak mls nk cek.....tooooooooottt.....

oke....ad sape2 kt sni tringin nk tnya result ak? ye...trima kasih ats kprihatinan korg.....

rata2 classmates ak pn dpt result y bgus2.....

pagi2 cm tgh hot lg kn isu result neyh...oke lh...tyme petang2 sket ak online...mcm biasa..brtanya result kwn2 y len...dh !! tetibe diorg ckp tahniah dlu sblum ak bgtaw result....mcm mna tuh? x ke pelik ? huhuuuuu...rupa2nyaaa...diorg dh twu result den.....aiyakk...bt malu je....neyh y xbest ak blom gtaw, sume org dh taw....wuuuu ~ sy lbh suka kalo org tnya sy sndiri result sy.....haaha..n sy x suka kalo org chat ngn sy...xnk gtaw result dy...tp asyik tnya result org lain...okie..trus trg..mls ak nk layan...ak bkn si polan tuuutttt...ak bkn *****...pgy tnya sndiri r.....hu3...sorryy...kdg2 mood ak tyme tuhh pn x bpe baik...mnta maaf lahh...sy bkn mesin nk ingt sume result org....huhu....

okie...mulanya ak btui2 brsemngat nk g debate....snot...seriously...bila ak dpt thu y ak bleyh pegi sbg adju....ya Allah...brbunga hatiku ini...ahaks =p....

yes...i'm totally addicted to debate stuff right now...but......

mcm2 jd.....hannah xdpt pegi.....mulanya ak xkesah.....tape lahh skali skala bwk diri sndiri...bdikari sket...

lpas tuuu...ob plak...kalo tade pmpuan y nk jd adju...then gnti ngn guys je lahh...so...ak pn xyah pegy.....

hirza pn xnk pgy.....sophia pn xpgy...jd sape y bleyh sbnarnye neyh...aduh....jd ak pn ragu2...patot ke ak pgy? ak okie je pgy atau x....kalo ob xnk ak pgy...ak xpgy lahh....tapii.....

dy xbgitu mnjwb soklan ak...dy kmbalikn soklan ntuk ak plak.....skrg neyh dy tnya smaada ak nk pgy ke x....' it's up to u'.... memang lahh....but sumtimes....ap y ak nak...adalah ntuk ak tawu samaada ak patot pegi atau x...dgn kata lain...adakah ak dperlukan kt situ...pd waktu itu...ats tnggungjwab itu...... skrg keraguan ak lebih dpd ap y ak nak......dh abg2 ak nk blik kl hr neyh...if u really want me to go...tlg lh ckp.....sy perlukn ssuatu mcm cnfirmation y sy patot pegi....dh laaa x confirm samada sy ptot pegi ke x....skrg ak rasa mcm ak x dperlukan plak...... mcm mna ak nk yakinkn mak y ak ptot pgi join snot...kalo ak sndiri x rasa yakin lgsung?

hurmmmmmm.....ye...awk bgtawu sy suh standby......sy bkn dduk dekat ngn serdang tuuu.....jauh taw...sbb tu lh nk tmpang je abg blik skali.....tp awk gagal ntuk convince sy.....keraguan sy xtrjawab...xkn lahh kalo sy dh pgy kl tetiba awk nk ckp sy xyah ikut lahh this tourney...habes tu...sminggu tu ak nk bt pe? bosan lh kl.... baik dok umah.....wifi laju...hahah...

hurmmm....kecewa lahhh...sblum neyh....hannah y slalu mgadu pd sy.....slalu dsisihkn....rasa trpinggir.....bt team kiteorg rasa cm underdog gile2 n juz as side dish.....kiteorg dilayan mcm hape je....hnya memeriahkn suasana n sort.....hurmmm...tp lepas ak dgr ap y hannah ckp.....ad betoinyer jgk....ak pn mula terasa y kehadiran kiteorg xdihargai lgsung........ tp ak xkesah....sbb ak pgi pn ntuk blajar...bkn utk menang.....juz ak teringin utk amk pluang tu sbg experience hrharga ntuk ak gunakn suatu hr nty...that's all......ak mlas nk complain pape...wlpn sumtimes....ak sndiri pn terasa bnda y sama.....tp......ak cm slalu....ak diam.......

mlm td.....ak msj ob plak....adeiiiii....no ak pn dy xingt......kbye...

huhuuuuuuu.....ak ckp pnjg sngt kot ataupn belit2.....dy xreply dh...hua3....

k lahhh...mmndgkn dy pn xkesah kalo ak join ke x......n dy pn tak rasa y ak perlu ntuk pegi sna......yeee...ak ptot phm diri neyh lebih lah kn...adju je kot.....ak mmg x penting pn......dy pn bleyh cr pngganti kn......tape lh.....sedih jd org xpnting neyh....okie.....

mmndgkn tade sape pn perlukn ak........jd ak rasa.....ak pn tade pape kepentingan kt sna.......kalo ak pegi ke xpegi ke.....sumenya akn jd sama gak......lbh baik ak undur diri.......

tape lahhh....ak msh boleh belajar lagi....prjalanan msh pnjg.....mgkin kali ini tiada tempat utk kau.....mgkin lebih baik ntuk kau tnggal saja d rumah...mghabiskn sisa hidup menolong emak......hurmmmmm =.= *positif2....ke mana hrus ku cari kpositifannya*

~ msh dlm mood sedih ~

smoga berjaya ntuk sume y pegi snot !!!!

episod 3-icdc

as salam...

this is all bout ICDC...

eiii dh msuk episod 3....hahaha =p

pagi2 lagi dh brkumpul kt kbm...pagi lah sngt kan...ahhaha...

okeh round 2...sblum tuhh..kiteorg dh tuka position...but ak still jd second speaker...sophia first n hannah whip....

ROUND 2:

theme: media

motion:

1) tak smpat slin..haha

2) THW revoke censorship on the television

3) THW ban websites that gorifies aneroxia n bulimia

n kiteorg plih motion no 2.... kiteorg OPP n GOV is Totally Beginner 4rom Kbm..

N we won this round....alhamdulillah...at last ade gak lahh kmenangan y boleh drasai....mmndgkan team wafri,kak khairani n aiman green dh menang in round 1....so kiteorg agk ketinggalan...

adjudicator's view:

LO(leader of opp) = good case line, use this ' firstly, secondly' , focus on 1 stronger point, make more examples...

DLO(deputy leader of opp) = have structure n good points

WO( whipper of opp) = good rebuttals

episod 2..-icdc

as salammualaikum....

28/10/2011... bgun pagi sume...iron baju..bsuh bju n such....okie ape ak buat pagi2 cm neyh eyh? mcm x bpe nk ingt...hurmmm...

ouh..okiee...kiteorg kluar g mkan tgh hari kt sblah kbm...

baik...pkui 5 p.m kot...kteorg g ke kbm ntuk pndaftaran....kiteorg team prtama y dok brtenggek kt situ..bhahhaaaa..tgkat 16 y'alls...nseb lerr deme ade lif...hek3...tp still ak tak suke lif...nak2...bile kak khairani g tekan sume butang y ade n lif tu brhenti kt stiap floor..byangkn sblum nk smpai ke tgkat 16....wooooo ~ kpala dh pening...arghhh

pndaftaran n bla bla bla....meet my new team member....sophia....

wan hanis sophia =) *tempek gmbar u kt sni..thanx..*

jd complete lahh team ak...hehhee....ak, hannah n sophia lam 1 team...kiteorg pn daftar...n nama group obama y tulis...hhahahaa...n korg pn dh twu kn team kiteorg nama 'kami wanita muslimin' ...okieh...dh briefing bagai...skrg masa y dtunggu tnggu.....

ROUND 1

theme: education

motion:

1) THW forgive the PTPTN loans of students who pursue a career in public education

2) TH regrets the abolishment of PPSMI

3) THBT UITM should open it's door to non-bumiputeras

kiteorg adlah GOV n OPP is HRB

tyme neyh kiteorg bru nk warm up...ececeh..hahha...hannah first speaker...i'm second n sophia is third....sophia tak pernah debate sblum neyh...maybe position sbg whip x ssuai lahh...sorryy sngt sbb letakkn u kt situ....we thought its gonna be fine.....but we lost in this round....

well everyone in this team sumenya tak pnah msuk prtandingan debate...so, this is like an example for us to learn =)

episod 1-the journey to kbm, icdc

as salammualaikum =)

episod 1....

permulaan bg sbuah prjalanan y pnjang...

25/10/2011 = alhamdulillah.....slamat smpai ke rumah hannah kt tg malim.....terima kasih hannah sbb tmpangkn sy...ehhehe =D

sy sngt brsyukur sbb ad kwn nk g melaka nty..yeahh..sbg seorg ank prempuan...bila mak tak bagi..msti kna cr alternatif utk kuatkn reaon nk pgy kn...n slah satu syrat ialah mst ad kwn...biasa lh seorg ibu pasti akn risau kn anankya....terima kasih mak sbb skong sy..kalo x skong mak mst x bgi jgk kan ..heeeeeee...

tapi mmg nseb baik lahh tmpang umah hannah sblum g melaka..sbb mulanya obama suh pgy hr rabu which is 26....tup2 hannah dpt phone call dr obama kata kna pgi hr khamis, 27 sbb kbm x sdiakn asrama lg pd hr rabu..nseb baek lerr ak x g stret ke melaka...kalo tak =,= tatwu lahhh...huhu...n tyme neyh lahh baru obama ckp y i'll join hannah's team y sblum neyh dberi nama comel team tgether with others..tp y len x dtg...so sblum neyh ingt i'll just come to watch,gain some knowledge as an adjudicator...tup2 kna jd debater...seriously bila dgr obama ckp tuuh...ak dh guling2 cm hape lg...huaaaaaaa...but he gave me a good chance to see how debate is actually about...thanx 4 d one who didn't come...i get some space and caught up to replace u guys...hahhaa

27/10/2011... ak n hannah nek kmuter ke tbs....mulanya plan ngn wafri n aiman green nk jmpa kt sna n gerak g melaka sesama tp x jadi derr...diorg lambat..hahaa..n kna tnggal pdahal kiteorg dh beli tiket siap ntuk 4 org taw...x caya? neyhh tiket suma ad nama taw..hahaah...

alhamdulillah smpai ke melaka dlm kui 2 p.m.... agak knyang sbb mkn kfc ke mcdonald ntah, kt tbs...so mmndgkn wafri n aiman green lmbat lg...kiteorg pn bjalan kaki ke JUSCo...sdang menapak tuhh tetiba dpt msj upernye kak khairani pn dh smpai...n dya pn ade kt JUSCo ngn obama....since diorg dh ad kt sna..kiteorg lepak sesama....hannah sngt brsemngat nk karaoke..n kiteorg pn karaoke lahh 1 jam sblum g makan..soryy hannah..bkn ak xnk nyanyi...tp ak bru je amk ubat batuk, selsema, sakit tekak sgl bgai sblum ak dtg...so...mmg tak lahh ak nk nyanyi...heheheee..tp ak temankn jgk kn..hehe =D

n habis je nyanyi...gua lapar gile...hahaa..tyme tu dh kui 3.30 p.m..order nasi goreng tomyam...mak aihh..kpanasan nye....nak2 pedas lagikk..aiyakk...wa makan smbil nangis =,=' huhuuuu

aiman green n wafri pn smpai...akhirnya..hahahaa..n kiteorg gerak ke kbm balik ngn kete y dpinjam olh obama..tyme tuuhh hujan lebat btol...isk3...n lepak jap kt luar tun mamat...dpt bilik msg2...mcm umah...apartmen...siyes...best lahh x dpt bilik cm neyh..hahah...yang tak best? ak x dpt wifi =,= grrr..

baik lahhh...malmnya...kiteorg pn keluar ke bndar melaka...bkt beruang...cr tmpat makan y sdap....*wafri n aiman green btol2 lapar mmndgkn diorg x mkn nasi juz kiteorg blikn mcdonald jek..* hihiiii...n kiteorg tmpang kereta senior...kak farah hanis y sngt cun...mmndgkn kiteorg sume ad 7 0rg...so obama n wafri dok kt bonet..hhahaa...sian kan...tp mmg best lahh...sblum nk smpai mmg sesat ntah ke mana2 sbb b4 diz kak farah ckp dy ad instinct sendiri...hahaha...so stelah pusing2 malacca town...smpai jgk kt kdai mkn y dcari...nama pe eyh..tak ingt ler...but kiteorg sume mkn nasi lemak except for kak khairani...wooohuu...i told ya...kt melaka neyh mmg trkenal ngn ns lemak lahh...pagi ptg siang malam ade...phewww ~ n kiteorg lepak2 smbil ckp psl s** ..oops...diorg okeyh...not me...i'm just d listener n observer..hahah =p

dh hbs makan..blik tun mamat...kereta pnuh giler n riuh rendah dgn suara kami..hik3

okie...dh blik bilik...rasa nervous utk esok...sbb esok dh nk start debate...seriously nervous kott...bg org cm ak neyh...bru pgy training debate 3-4 kali...n debate bru 2 kali je...huhuu.,,n tyme neyh lahh ak anta msj kt kau..wahai acap oiii...ak mtak tips kt kau...tp hg tak balas smpai hr neyh =,=' huh