Monday, November 7, 2011

huhu...

as salam....

hurmmmmm....

baik lh...2-3 hr neyh mmg tde mood =,='
y 1...agk lahh sdih jgk kn bile dpt result tp org bt ttwu..huk3..sedih btoi...ap pnya abg2 daaaa...aish....angah lg lahh...dlu briya nk tlg check result org...tp..bila dh blik...x tnya pn....huhuuuu...apa pnya fmily members daaa...at least tahniah pn dh ckup...tp sbnarnya dlm hati nk gak mkn ramai2 satu family...pizzahut ke? eceh...alaaa...bg lahh ak smngat sket.... urgh =,=' mnangis sorg2 je lah..kau ingt sume neyh akn brlaku? jgn harap lahhh...kfine....sndiri brusaha...sndiri dpt result....sndiri ckp tahniah kt dri sndiri....yeayy tepuk ntuk diri sndiri...lg skali kelamnyeee hdup ini....argh...dh agak...tyme nk dpt result pn ak xrasa pape....mgkin masa first2 lepas hbes exam....siyesly ak mmg xsbr nk tgok result....sbb ad gak paper y ak check sndiri...hua3...bila dh lama2...dh xrasa pape....seems like i hv nothing to say...nothing to think...rasa kosong...nervous cm tak nervous jek...huhuuuu3...n nk bgun check pg tuuu pn....hahah...ak x rasa mcm beriya iya nk cek pn.....ak biar je masa brlalu....ntah...huhu...nseb baek lahh mirrah kolling2 ak...msj suh cek result....bru ak bngun dr katil g mandi....ergh....malasnyeee....cuaca kt taiping neyh mmg best lahh...sjuk je...awww ~
tyme mndi plak...mirza plak kolling2....aiseh...mmg xde lahh smpat nk jawab.....sorry....tp ak bg msj kn? ye.....ak dh sedar hr tu ak ptot bkk emel ak.....hak3..thanx guys....at least...korg tlg ingtkn ak.......kalo x...smpai bile2 pn ak mls nk cek.....tooooooooottt.....

oke....ad sape2 kt sni tringin nk tnya result ak? ye...trima kasih ats kprihatinan korg.....
rata2 classmates ak pn dpt result y bgus2.....
pagi2 cm tgh hot lg kn isu result neyh...oke lh...tyme petang2 sket ak online...mcm biasa..brtanya result kwn2 y len...dh !! tetibe diorg ckp tahniah dlu sblum ak bgtaw result....mcm mna tuh? x ke pelik ? huhuuuuu...rupa2nyaaa...diorg dh twu result den.....aiyakk...bt malu je....neyh y xbest ak blom gtaw, sume org dh taw....wuuuu ~ sy lbh suka kalo org tnya sy sndiri result sy.....haaha..n sy x suka kalo org chat ngn sy...xnk gtaw result dy...tp asyik tnya result org lain...okie..trus trg..mls ak nk layan...ak bkn si polan tuuutttt...ak bkn *****...pgy tnya sndiri r.....hu3...sorryy...kdg2 mood ak tyme tuhh pn x bpe baik...mnta maaf lahh...sy bkn mesin nk ingt sume result org....huhu....

okie...mulanya ak btui2 brsemngat nk g debate....snot...seriously...bila ak dpt thu y ak bleyh pegi sbg adju....ya Allah...brbunga hatiku ini...ahaks =p....
yes...i'm totally addicted to debate stuff right now...but......
mcm2 jd.....hannah xdpt pegi.....mulanya ak xkesah.....tape lahh skali skala bwk diri sndiri...bdikari sket...
lpas tuuu...ob plak...kalo tade pmpuan y nk jd adju...then gnti ngn guys je lahh...so...ak pn xyah pegy.....
hirza pn xnk pgy.....sophia pn xpgy...jd sape y bleyh sbnarnye neyh...aduh....jd ak pn ragu2...patot ke ak pgy? ak okie je pgy atau x....kalo ob xnk ak pgy...ak xpgy lahh....tapii.....
dy xbgitu mnjwb soklan ak...dy kmbalikn soklan ntuk ak plak.....skrg neyh dy tnya smaada ak nk pgy ke x....' it's up to u'.... memang lahh....but sumtimes....ap y ak nak...adalah ntuk ak tawu samaada ak patot pegi atau x...dgn kata lain...adakah ak dperlukan kt situ...pd waktu itu...ats tnggungjwab itu...... skrg keraguan ak lebih dpd ap y ak nak......dh abg2 ak nk blik kl hr neyh...if u really want me to go...tlg lh ckp.....sy perlukn ssuatu mcm cnfirmation y sy patot pegi....dh laaa x confirm samada sy ptot pegi ke x....skrg ak rasa mcm ak x dperlukan plak...... mcm mna ak nk yakinkn mak y ak ptot pgi join snot...kalo ak sndiri x rasa yakin lgsung?
hurmmmmmm.....ye...awk bgtawu sy suh standby......sy bkn dduk dekat ngn serdang tuuu.....jauh taw...sbb tu lh nk tmpang je abg blik skali.....tp awk gagal ntuk convince sy.....keraguan sy xtrjawab...xkn lahh kalo sy dh pgy kl tetiba awk nk ckp sy xyah ikut lahh this tourney...habes tu...sminggu tu ak nk bt pe? bosan lh kl.... baik dok umah.....wifi laju...hahah...
hurmmm....kecewa lahhh...sblum neyh....hannah y slalu mgadu pd sy.....slalu dsisihkn....rasa trpinggir.....bt team kiteorg rasa cm underdog gile2 n juz as side dish.....kiteorg dilayan mcm hape je....hnya memeriahkn suasana n sort.....hurmmm...tp lepas ak dgr ap y hannah ckp.....ad betoinyer jgk....ak pn mula terasa y kehadiran kiteorg xdihargai lgsung........ tp ak xkesah....sbb ak pgi pn ntuk blajar...bkn utk menang.....juz ak teringin utk amk pluang tu sbg experience hrharga ntuk ak gunakn suatu hr nty...that's all......ak mlas nk complain pape...wlpn sumtimes....ak sndiri pn terasa bnda y sama.....tp......ak cm slalu....ak diam.......

mlm td.....ak msj ob plak....adeiiiii....no ak pn dy xingt......kbye...
huhuuuuuuu.....ak ckp pnjg sngt kot ataupn belit2.....dy xreply dh...hua3....
k lahhh...mmndgkn dy pn xkesah kalo ak join ke x......n dy pn tak rasa y ak perlu ntuk pegi sna......yeee...ak ptot phm diri neyh lebih lah kn...adju je kot.....ak mmg x penting pn......dy pn bleyh cr pngganti kn......tape lh.....sedih jd org xpnting neyh....okie.....
mmndgkn tade sape pn perlukn ak........jd ak rasa.....ak pn tade pape kepentingan kt sna.......kalo ak pegi ke xpegi ke.....sumenya akn jd sama gak......lbh baik ak undur diri.......
tape lahhh....ak msh boleh belajar lagi....prjalanan msh pnjg.....mgkin kali ini tiada tempat utk kau.....mgkin lebih baik ntuk kau tnggal saja d rumah...mghabiskn sisa hidup menolong emak......hurmmmmm =.= *positif2....ke mana hrus ku cari kpositifannya*

~ msh dlm mood sedih ~

smoga berjaya ntuk sume y pegi snot !!!!

3 comments:

  1. I tak pergi ? Sophia lain ke I tuh? I tak dapat any invitation pun actually, so don't be sad :) Hee,

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  2. hahaaa...sophia...u lahhh...
    eh...bkn ob ckp u're occupied on that period...
    hurmmmm....
    hehehe..oke =D

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  3. dia takde tanya pape pun? HAHA mana ada occupied during that time? Dia tipu je kot? HAHA XD

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